I thought my 2ww was worth sharing , because I've read so many, and had so many and this one is unlike any of my previous waits! Enough to drive you crazy, isn't it?
Back story: I am 28, almost 29 DH is 30. We have three kids, 2 of which I carried, and a bonus daughter from his previous marriage :)
I have been pregnant (not counting this one a total of 9 times since the age of 16.
2 live births.
My last miscarriage was July 2011, missed miscarriage around 8 weeks, D & C performed. We had not planned that pregnancy, but right after the m/c we talked about trying again, and decided to go for it. I have NEVER had a planned pregnancy. I am simply birth control resistant, lol. So I want one more baby, and I want it planned. We agreed now was the time!
In august, I started tracking. I was convinced three months in a row that I had succeeded. And each month AF came. and Each month, I sent her a memo that SHE WAS NOT WELCOME HERE. sheesh. Well, I guess she got the memo, so far... I am 4 days late today.
According to my Calender I was SUPPOSED to O on 11-21. I THINK (bcuz of symptoms) I actually O'd on 11-25, so that's the day I will Count from.
O DAY! - snot like, clear CM, felt one sharp zing on right side early AM
1 DPO- Sore bbs (normal) and Baby dance ( HELLO, CONCEPTION!)
2 DPO- Zits on Cheekbone area (normal around this time), Cloudy Urine
3 DPO- Lotion-like CM, thick.
4 DPO- bbs not sore anymore. no more CM, no. nothing.
5 DPO- Oh, yes, I tested this early. BFN
6-8 DPO- no sypmtoms. 8 DPO, Tested. I've seen this work on YouTube, so I MUST have a chance. BFN. (Goodbye Ten Dollars)
9 DPO- According To calander, which is usually right, AF is due today. No cramps, no sore bbs, Q-Tip test negative... hmm. Moods swinging like a monkey in the tree... BFN AGAIN. I figure I'm out.
10 DPO- No Period. No Syptoms. By now with all of my 9 others I was throwing up, tested Positive, sore bbs, basically everything... I'm out.
11 DPO-ok, AF, where are you? quit playing with me, WOMAN!! Test. Put on counter, go back to bed. Two hours later, it's neg---oh, wait is that a line? WAKE UP HONEY, I THINK I SEE SOMETHING!
DH Doesnt look. DH is a non believer in faint lines.
Walk outside. take pics, send to BF, she sees it, too.
Walk inside, call company FRER...Told there is no such thing as an Evap. It's positive.
12 DPO- Test again, Still faint, still positive. Waiting for AF, because I still have zero symptoms, except for Once I woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to throw up, but didnt.
13 DPO- today. Still no Af, took another brand. Another faint Positive.
I am reserved about being happy, because of all my history, and because of my lack of symptoms. But I am hopeful! WE CONCIEVED! I'll be waiting too call OBGYN until next week. I'd like to get a stronger hpt line before I ask for a blood test.
But, Ladies...I NEVER THOUGHT 'd be on here saying that sometimes there are now symptoms, because, while that IS VERY TRUE, I never thought it'd be true for me. Ten pregnancies now. the first 9 were covered sloppily in symptoms from break-outs to murderous hormonal outbursts, to "just knowing" and SUPER dark positives days before a missed period, Sore, big boobs, peeing a lot, increased smell. I had it ALL.
Not now, I don't. And as much as I know there may not be a baby at the end of this, I KNOW I AM PREGNANT. And I HAVE NO SYMPTOMS.
Ok, I'm sorry, I'll stop this now! I am so Hopeful for ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!