I will start off by saying Hello! This is our second month ttc. The first month I had every symptom in the book it seemed. Only to have AF show up. Big disappointment. I was so depressed, but decided to move on. The first month of ttc we used ovulation kits. The second month I decided it was a waste of money and I would just check my cervix, cm, and other signs my body would give. I started my period July 3rd and it ended around July 10th. I didn't start keeping track of anything until July 16th. So here it is:
July 16th: Cm plenty during day. At night I checked my cervix and it was high and white/creamy cm and goober-like. Very stretch (sorry if tmi)
July 17th: Cm is very fertile. More thin than last night and very stretchy and clear with some white mixed in. I assumed today was ovulation day. (until I read that ovulation usually happens the day after fertile cm disappears.)
July 18th: When I woke abdominal area tender to touch. Like it is swollen, and breast tender on sides about the size of a pea. I woke up to more fertile cm. I was afraid I already missed ovulation :( I was so upset so had hubby rush and at least try around noon. Well he barely got off. :( I was heart broken for one that we may have missed ovulation and for two not enough sperm being present! After we tried my cm went down to nothing. I lost hope. I figured I was already out this month. At 1:30 we tried again cm wasn't present besides small amount.
July 19th: Throughout the day my chest was sore to touch. I would say moderate. Cm only wet feeling when checking cervix. Cervix feels high and closed. Feel bloated and abdominal area still sore when touched. Still seems swollen.
July 20th: Cm is creamy and don't stretch. Some in underwear. I feel very moist when checking cervix. Cervix still high. Tender chest.
9:38pm cervix lowered and feels closed. Some cm lotion-like a little stretchy. Ovulation already happened. Confirmed by cervix lowering and fertile cm nonexistent. Chest tender and feeling bloated tenderness almost gone in abdominal area.
July 21st: The only thing I noticed today was lots of cm in underwear. Creamy. Tender breasts.
July 22nd: I think cervix is low, very soft, and lots of tacky some stretchy cm.
1:41pm Tender breast but not bad. No other pains. Starting to break out.
7:52pm Very depressed
11:42pm cervix hard, closed, and medium low. Not as much cm. It is tacky.
July 23rd: Cervix low and hard like a ball. Closed tight. I checked cervix at 12:34pm. Cm creamy, and a small amount in underwear. Breast still tender but not as bad as last month.
July 24th: 5dpo? I don't feel pregnant at all. Hopes are not high. I have a sore chest. Cervix low/medium hard. Small amount of cm. I have been really depressed past few days. 8 days until my expected period.
July 25th: Cm making me feel wet. When checking cervix it is in same spot as yesterday. When checking with my middle finger the tip of my finger meets the middle of my cervix. Cervix is hard. Cheetos smelled like fish? Feeling like I might be queasy. It might be me being weird or over analyzing. Chest somewhat tender.
July 26th:chest very tender at night. I felt fine all day besides being moody. Today is my wedding anniversary. Wasn't feeling it. Small breakouts. Hubby got his one pimple he gets every month before I get my period. 6 days before expected period. Cervix is still in the same spot but feels different? Maybe tilted? A little squishy on lower part? Blue veins on breasts (was those already there?) I don't feel pregnant, but I'm really hoping I am :/ cm is same as yesterday.
July 27th: Geez this 2ww is torture. This is all I think about is baby. Maybe that is what is depressing me? Chest slightly tender, cervix and cm the same.
July 28th: 9dpo Slightly tender chest, cm slight, and 8:27pm cervix a hair higher and softish. Was a little nauseous earlier after eating icecream. Maybe I ate too much? 4 more days until my expected period.
July 29th: Cm creamy very little amount. Some in underwear. Cervix still mid-high and semi-soft. Kinda nauseous. It is 10:39am. A little bloated. Slightly swollen chest and more hungry. Slight cramping on lower right side. Almost a faint throb. Geez her I am another month wondering if I'm pregnant. At times I feel like maybe I could be, but I thought that last month too. I have been dizzy at times and nauseous here and there. Nipples look darker. Cramping gone. breaking out more. Not as baad as normal but still. That happens right before expected period. I'm irritable, tried, and really no cm. I only have three more days until expected period. I have no choice but to wonder if I am and we got the timing right. Not wanting to get my hopes up. I feel so lost in wonder. Everytime I smoke I get queasy :( cervix after bath is soft/squishy and almost can tell it exists.