So I am really trying to sit on my hands and not run out to the store and buy every brand of pee sticks out there! I am day 8piui and I just am really excited about this time around and I know my hopes are up too high but I'm ok with it right now. I told myself that I am not testing until Thursday (my 30th) and I took Friday off since we are going out celebrating, personally I'd like to be drinking a virgin martini vs the real deal, but if AF shows on schedule which will be Friday, then I will just be celebrating turning 30.
We have an appointment already set up for March 23 to talk about fertility drugs, not something that I want to go on since I've heard they can really mess with cycles and hormones. Since I'm like clockwork they are also concerned that if I go on the meds I can really mess up my cycle so I'd like to avoid that conversation all together and just call our specialist and let him know that we are pregnant.
Usually right now my boobs hurt so bad that a bra hurts to wear, not having any of that - which I am VERY thankful for! Maybe it's a good sign maybe it's just a fluke who knows. Today is considered the ‘most common’ day for implantation to occur but I’m trying hard not to pay attention to anything like that. Just focusing on Thursday ---- seems so far away. But I have little projects to get me through the week so we will see. I really want to be able to hold off until Thursday, but as we all know the closer we are to the AF date the more we want to poas – we are all addicts here :)
Anyways, GL to everyone! Have a wonderful first week of March!