So today I'm around 8-10dop been a SUPER crazy few weeks. Moved into a new house and the hubby had back surgery. Before the move we only BD'd twice kinda around the time I though best (not tempting or OPK) so it's all on me paying attention to my body...well that's a little harder to do when you're packing a house, dogs and other crap along with unpacking, a back surgery and work.
I am hoping that we did time things right and that with the keeping busy and not spending time being a crazy symptom tracker that maybe it will happen this month. AF is supposed to be here around July 4 - so I won't test until then --- why get the hopes up?? The only thing that is a little different this month is yesterday my nipples were killing me!!! Hurt to touch, today they are still a little tender but not as bad. Also yesterday around 4:00pm I felt super sick, hot, sweaty and a little nauseous - lasted for about 30 mins and then I was fine.
Who knows…..I want to keep hoping and praying that it will happen one day, it just gets really hard and a little overwhelming when we have been trying for almost a year (I know others have been trying for much longer – I’m high-risk so I’d like to have kids sooner than later) and people keep announcing they are pregnant. A coworker just told me that her daughter just found out that she is pregnant (she doesn’t even want to be pregnant, not married and moving back in with the parents) just really hard for me to fake excitement when I feel that I’ve taken the ‘right’ steps in being able to provide for my family and not depend on others help. Just hard to hear…..
Ugh…anyways….GL to all FX