Last night I dreamt that I tested positive on a dollar tree hpt casette. In the dream, I immediately took a first response (both tests are in my bathroom cabinet right now) and watched a bold positive appear. Then my pregnant dream self went to the local dollar tree and bought every single hpt they had on the shelves. I had all the purple boxes stacked up and was taking one every day to make sure I was still pregnant. Idk if it's just my tww psychosis setting in or if it's a sign. Time will tell. Only two days to go!
This morning is the fourth morning since 7dpo that I've had bloody snot. Related? Not sure. I don't have a cold or any congestion, thankfully.
I checked my cp again this morning. It's still pretty high, but much softer than yesterday (yesterday's was really really firm) but still closed. I have quite a bit of lotiony/watery cm up there, but it's a slight beige color. I'm so worried that this is an indicator that AF is about to send in spotting to kill my hopes. I kept checking in the shower to make sure it was beige and not brown, like spotting. I don't have anything in my past cycle notes that indicates beige cm. It sort of reminds me of after AF cm actually. I'm so conflicted about what this means.
The vote I posted a few days ago is 18:4 yes, or 82% yes. I know that doesn't mean anything more than the fact that this community has hope for me, but that makes me happy, too.
Anyway, no cramps, no significant soreness in my bbs, my face is only trying to break out right between my eyebrows (talk about weird), and I'm just hoping that I don't see AF or a bfn.
This tww is almost over! One way or another, we'll have our answers soon. And they could be really exciting, haha. FX.
Best of luck to those still waiting.
7 cycles ttc - 8 cycles off bcp - 13 dpo