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I just haven't met you yet

Michael Buble's song "I Just Haven't Met You Yet" came on during my commute and whenever I hear it it makes me super happy because I have always thought it could be about having a baby / ttc. If you haven't ever listened to it in this way you should. It will give you warm fuzzies. :)

"I might have to wait, I'll never give up. I guess it's half timing and the other half' s luck. Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you'll come out of nowhere and into my life." ♥ 


Early spotting but is it AF?

So I am usually a 33 day cycle and it seemed that O was cd18 or 19 this time around so I was expecting AF on Wednesday. Last night (Sunday) to my surprise I had brownish spotting. Usually I may get pre-AF spotting but it's usually shortlived. I use soft cups so I'm very up close and personal with AF, but this morning revealed a tiny amount of brown spotting still. Should I accept this is AF or is there hope it's this elusive implantation? Would implantation occur as late as 12dpo?

Last night I had accepted my fate and charted Light for today to prepare for cd1 of cycle 5, but I realize now that may have been premature. Can't wait until I get home to see if AF is still eluding me. I never spot this early or for any significant amount of time. I thought I had a few days left. Any insight? 

Baby dust. 


4mo ttc - 5mo off bcp - 13dpo and waiting...

Testing early & fmu

I'm finally 12-13dpo, and today is the Immaculate Conception (which will be celebrated tomorrow). I got super hopeful that it would bring me luck but just tested a bfn. I'm debating testing in the morning with fmu. Will it make a difference? I bought a 2-pack of tests, and I really don't want to waste another. If I were patient this whole process would be a lot cheaper.

I know that everyone will say "you aren't out until AF," and I'm notorious for saying it as well, but I have a pretty good feeling I'm out this month even though I don't necessarily have AF symptoms. I've felt pretty terrible since about 4dpo (flu feeling, fatigued, bbs sore on sides, mouth ulcers, nose bleeds, random nausea, etc.), and I was hopeful I could blame all of this on a bfp instead of just having to come to terms with the fact that I'm sick and that tricky hormones suck, haha. Better luck in 2014?

A few things: I don't think our bd timing has been great since ttc. We're getting about one good bd per fertile period. This was also my first month of ewcm, so it could indicate that in previous months I may have suffered from a hostile vagina, lol. My bbs just look weird the past few cycles, and I have no idea why. They'll look totally normal then look all nipply for a few days. They're probably plotting against me, haha.

I'm going to take a nap and then make NYE plans. This will hopefully be our last one as a family of two. I hope the IC brings SOMEONE out there bfp luck!

If anyone has any advice on whether fmu might make a difference please let me know, but I feel like if I was plus one then the test would have shown it by now?

Baby dust.



4mo ttc - 5mo off bcp - 12-13dpo   

P.S. It's good to be back. ;)