I had a dream last night that I took a pregnancy test, but the screen was digital like a tablet or a phone. At first there were two clear lines, but then the view kept switching to different bfps, and it turns out that the test screen was playing a video of all the bfps I've seen here. Usernames I recognized were listed above the bfps, and they played like a slideshow. This made me feel a little discouraged, like that the first bfp I saw wasn't mine, but then the screen morphed into a bunch of exciting colors like sparklers and confetti and it said "BFP FINALLY!!! CONGRATULATIONS!" And that one was mine, and I was so overjoyed. Then it faded out and the video was over and I went scrambling for another test so I could see the two lines again, lol. But man that feeling to see the positive news I've been waiting for...
I'm 10dpo/iui, and I didn't have any tests so I didn't test bright and early this morning when I got up for work. I suppose we'll see how the next few days go. Dh has been telling me that he's been having dreams and seeing our daughter and that she's blonde (like most small kids in our families, so highly plausible). It was funny because yesterday during my post-yoga meditation, I imagined myself in a garden that was only filled with happy things, and one by one the happy things appeared in the garden with me, and then she was there, and I feel like she looked how he described her. And I asked her how much longer, and she touched a finger to her nose like she was being funny or making a promise and said, "Not much longer, momma." And I just felt uplifted and I had this huge smile on my face. (Idk if you've ever meditated, but it's really interesting the things your mind does. I've been listening to a new positive energy meditation track, and I think it has made all the difference!) Anyway, that was a long walk thru my subconscious, haha. Probably not actual signs but happy thoughts couldn't hurt.
Still very gassy (and of course it smells... ick.) And as of yesterday, constipated on top of that. Totally can't win in the gastrointestinal department.
Five days until AF or not... FX.