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I JUST WANT MY BABY ALREADY!!!

So I've been TTC for 6 years and have had ZERO SUCCESS. I am 27 with no pregnancies ever. I was diagnosed with stage 3 endo, ovarian cysts and a tilted cervix in 2011. I was told that I needed to start TTC immediately if I ever wanted to have a chance at being a mommy. Half of my right ovary was taken with my initial lap and the cysts and some endo was removed.   Cysts came back within a week (happens every single time). 7 months later, another lap, removed cysts and endo. Another year and a half passed, another lap to remove cysts and endo. One year after that, another lap, but this time, I was having my left tube removed due to a hydrosalpinx (blocked and enlarged Fallopian tube), had the surgery, removed the cyst and endo. Ended up keeping my tube (it wasn't blocked, only had a cyst growing inside of it) and dye test showed that my tubes were actually clear aside from that. Also found out that part of my uterus was stuck to my bowel, so had to get a piece of mesh put in the separate the two. About a month after this surgery, I started TTC again. Had my egg reserve tested (everything looked great), used Clomid and trigger shot. Had great follies- NO SUCCESS. I have a 26-29 day cycle and I am very regular. My periods are extremely painful and heavy the for the first 3 days. I've tried ovulation tests in the past but they always showed negative. I have NEVER recorded ECWM, (always creamy/lotiony), so I've never been sure when or if I even ovulate. However, recently I have been experiencing some severe ovary pain mid cycle, but can't tell whether it's ovulation pain or cysts. And more recently, my internet cheapie ovulation tests show positive mid cycle, but still no pregnancy success.  Started taking evening Primrose Oil and vitex recentl also. So here we are 6 years, 4 surgeries, heaps of birth control, lupron and pain medicines later and STILL NO BABY. Doc says he doesn't want to do anymore surgeries because it will cause too much scar tissue and basically it's nothing else he can do for me. I am helpless ladies and feeling like I am at the end of my rope! Why is it not happening for me?!! I'm devastated :'(

What kind of cramps are these?!

Ok so, I'm currently 2dpo (CD14). Got my strong positive opk on CD11 and believe I o'd on CD12 with another positive opk. Anyway, I have been having some cramping in my lower left ovary area. Normal cramping with o. The opk I took yesterday (CD13) was a negative, so I'm quite sure I o'd on CD12. Well today, the cramps have gotten more intense literally like throbbing and sharp shooting pains at the same time. I have never experienced cramps this harsh before so I'm kind of confused as to what my body is doing. I did all the BD'ing on time and used Preseed. Let me also mention that I do have endo and ovarian cysts, but these cramps feel NOTHING like what I've experienced before. And the pain is literally ONLY on my left side ovary area. Any ideas ladies? 

DID I MISS IT???

This is my first cycle trying something different. I am currently on CD12. I have endometriosis and ovarian cysts. Never been pregnant nor have I ever seen a positive opk. However, my cycles come every 26 days. This cycle I started Evening Primrose Oil and Vitex. I started testing for ovulation on CD9. All were negative until yesterday (CD11) around 1pm, where I got the strongest positive on a wondfo. Didn't have time to BD. So this morning (CD12) around 430am, we BD with Preseed, and BD again around 12pm with Preseed. Around 1pm I tested again and got another strong positive (not as strong as yesterda, but still positive.) But I am afraid that because I got my strongest positive yesterday early in the afternoon and did not BD until this morning at 430, that we may have missed the egg :( it is said that you ovulate within 12-24 hours from your first positive opk. Do you ladies think I missed it or do I still have a chance???

TTC for 6 years with Endo. HELP!!

So I've been TTC for 6 years and have had ZERO SUCCESS. I am 27 with no pregnancies ever. I was diagnosed with stage 3 endo, ovarian cysts and a tilted cervix in 2011. I was told that I needed to start TTC immediately if I ever wanted to have a chance at being a mommy. Half of my right ovary was taken with my initial lap and the cysts and some endo was removed.   Cysts came back within a week (happens every single time). 7 months later, another lap, removed cysts and endo. Another year and a half passed, another lap to remove cysts and endo. One year after that, another lap, but this time, I was having my left tube removed due to a hydrosalpinx (blocked and enlarged Fallopian tube), had the surgery, removed the cyst and endo. Ended up keeping my tube (it wasn't blocked, only had a cyst growing inside of it) and dye test showed that my tubes were actually clear aside from that. Also found out that part of my uterus was stuck to my bowel, so had to get a piece of mesh put in the separate the two. About a month after this surgery, I started TTC again. Had my egg reserve tested (everything looked great), used Clomid and trigger shot. Had great follies- NO SUCCESS. I have a 26-29 day cycle and I am very regular. My periods are extremely painful and heavy the for the first 3 days. I've tried ovulation tests but they always show negative. I have NEVER recorded ECWM, (always creamy/lotiony), so I've never been sure when or if I even ovulate. However, recently I have been experiencing some severe ovary pain mid cycle, but can't tell whether it's ovulation pain or cysts. Started using Preseed recently as well. So here we are 6 years, 4 surgeries, heaps of birth control, lupron and pain medicines later and STILL NO BABY. Doc says he doesn't want to do anymore surgeries because it will cause too much scar tissue and basically it's nothing else he can do for me. I am helpless ladies and feeling like I am at the end of my rope! Why is it not happening for me?!! I'm devastated :'(

 

 

So sorry for the long post.