I disappeared to be miserably sick my entire pregnancy. HG is a bitch. After an incredibly fast and unplanned home birth my girl is here. Totally worth the complex tearing and continued pain. She's still tiny and I'm already hoping for a third one. So I am back to lurk until my period returns. Could be quite a few months, but that's a good thing considering the todo list I have. Happy ttc-ing to everyone.