so, i have been lurking for a while.
i love seeing how everyone is full of love and really want to help and support eachother despite what type of ttc journey you are going through.
i am 30 years old and have been with my husband for 7 years.
in 2001 at the young age of 17 i got pregnant the third time i had ever has sex. SURPRISE! my beautiful now 12 year old son was born march 2012.
2005 another surprise pregnancy using the pull out method. sadly that pregnancy resulted in a d and c because there was no heart beat.
2008 had a beautiful baby girl who is now 5 years old. we conceived her also using pull out method. thismethod obviously was not working :)
2010 we were ntnp i gave birth to my beautiful son riley at 36 weeks. i had an emergency csection as his heart rate was very low. when i woke up i was told they were able to get him breathing but it didnt look good. he passed away in my arms 3 days later.
jan 2012 mc
feb 2013 ectopic resulting in loss of my left fallopian tube.
i had the dye test about 10 months ago and my right tibe "looks great" we have been trying since then and nothing.mind you my usband was working in the oil sand until march so wasnt always home when i ovulated.
im getting depressed to say the least. i am so thankful for the 2 children i have at home. and maybe i shouldnt be bitching because i know some women dont have any children. but when i couldnt brong riley home it broke me. we waited over a year to try again and lost 2 more. i just want to bring home a baby. i feel that my family is not complete and i think about it non stop.im starting to think it may never happen and now i only have one fallopian tube :(
has anyone here had any luck with one fallopian tube? do i have a chance?
i got a flashing smiley today and i just want to punch him in his happy little face lol. i swear i have spent about $500 on those things and honestly, i want my money back!!
thanks for listening ladies and i hope to get to know you all