So today was crap! I cried, I got angry, I thought about giving up and now I have to move on. This cycle we have decided not to iui and I am going to work on preparing my body for the next attempt.
I booked an appointment with a fertility acupuncture clinic and I am going to work on relaxation and meditation. I want to make my body a place where a baby wants to grow.
My goal for tomorrow is to try get an appointment with my fertility Dr. I know that I am out this month but I need to know if what was causing all the pain in my back and while having the internal ultrasound is something I should be concerned about. The Dr that reviewed my ultrasound said that a ruptured follicle was showing on the side I ovulated from but if you don't have implantation then that is supposed to go away after about 9 dpo but it was showing at 15 days. I have read they can turn in cysts and that worries me.
I am doing all I can to make my body the best possible home for any little sticky bean that wants to hang out with me. Sorry for the long post but I needed to put that in writing