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Being out once in a cycle sucks. Getting false hope that you maybe back in just to be told no you are back out sucks even more. Had my blood test today to see what it was that was going on with me over the weekend and I am for sure not preggers. Don't know what that one day period was but I hate it!

ttw and then some

So as posted on Saturday I had "af" start and on Sunday I had "af" end. Also on Saturday I went in to the fertility clinic as I was having weird back pains and was a little worried. They did 2 pap like swabs to check for infection and booked me an u/s for today.

at the start of my appointment on Saturday the Dr said now af has started you can take Advil for pain but after the exam she say make sure only Tylenol until after my blood work on Wednesday. Weird.

so today I go back and the tech does u/s of my lower abdomen then asks if it is ok for internal to get a better look. I tell her to do whatever see needs to to make sure all is well. Well she put that little wand in and moved to my left side and I almost jumped off the bed. Internal u/s don't hurt but this one was painful! Like almost crying painful. She told me she wanted to talk to the Dr before I got dress but came back and said he was ok with the images. When I met with him he said all he sees is the ruptured folical on that side and all else looks good. He told me to make sure I still do my blood work on Wednesday cause people can have bleeding in early pregnancy...so I guess my wait is back on? Trying not to hold out much hope but I am reading into every little thing they said in both my appointments. Man I hate this

What is this?!?

Ok so Friday evening I had spotting then Saturday I woke up with full glow af. All throughout Saturday normal af flow for me but Sunday boom it stops. Well not quite boom but just some spotting in the morning then afternoon its gone. Who has just 1day of full flow? Not this girl. Normal for me is once af starts I have 3 days of medium/heavy flow by the end of the third day it slows down and next day its gone. Why do our body do stuff like this!

advil and wine

This week I have had a migraine and neck and back ache that actually hurt so bad I cried and all I could take was tyronol...well the uninvited guest showed her ugly face today so I am breaking out my Advil liquid gels and washing a couple down with a glass of wine. I am broken hearted. We are taking a month off iui where I am going for acupuncture treatments then we will try again. I wish we had the option to try on our own in between iui attempts but with a sperm count of 0 after the failed vesectomy reversal that is out of the question. Grrrr frustrated!

please share your thoughts

This tww has been crazy. I am not going to include the reg symptoms just the stuff I am worried about.

I went in for my second iui which was a lot more painful than my first and resulted in a lot more cramping. The day off it was all in lower ab but next couple of days the cramps were more in my back. This lasted till about 4dpiui. No fever. At 7dpiui I had a migraine which was so bad I almost had dh take me to the hospital cause I thought it was a brain aneurysm or something. Next morning my neck was sore was really stiff and hurt when I moved. Is still sore but not nearly as bad. Now it is my lower back. I can hardly move. Dh had to come dry my legs after my bath last night cause I could not bend. Yesterday (11dpiui) I also had pink spotting.

has this ever happened to anyone after and iui or during the wait or before a bfp. I am worried that I am putting it down to the wait but something is going on. What are your thoughts ladies

please share your thoughts

This tww has been crazy. I am not going to include the reg symptoms just the stuff I am worried about.

I went in for my second iui which was a lot more painful than my first and resulted in a lot more cramping. The day off it was all in lower ab but next couple of days the cramps were more in my back. This lasted till about 4dpiui. No fever. At 7dpiui I had a migraine which was so bad I almost had dh take me to the hospital cause I thought it was a brain aneurysm or something. Next morning my neck was sore was really stiff and hurt when I moved. Is still sore but not nearly as bad. Now it is my lower back. I can hardly move. Dh had to come dry my legs after my bath last night cause I could not bend. Yesterday (11dpiui) I also had pink spotting.

has this ever happened to anyone after and iui or during the wait or before a bfp. I am worried that I am putting it down to the wait but something is going on. What are your thoughts ladies

11dpiui and freakin out

So today is 11dpiui and at work I went to the bathroom when I wiped I thought I say maybe a little colour in a small amount of discharge. I went back to my desk and all I could think about was that toilet paper so I went again and this time it was pink when I wiped. I waited till lunch before going to the bathroom and nothing. Could this be implantation bleeding? I hate not knowing. My blood work is not scheduled till next Wednesday but af is due Sunday...i wish I could just go to bed and wake up when I know!

Broke my promise to myself at 10piui

last night I went to bed and I was so nauseous I had to bring a bucket into the room. Cause of this I woke up this morning and fought with myself not to test but all day it is all I thought about so I did a 3 hr hold and test with a dollar tree test...bfn. Hoping that I just tested to early cause I was so hopeful about this cycle. Its kind of funny cause even after the bfn I am still so calm and feel like this is my month

All these BFP's make me wanna POAS

So today I am 9dpiui and seeing all these bfp's is making me want to see if it is my turn. Since the day after my iui I just had a feeling that this was use for us and I have been so scared that I am going to be disappointed but all you ladies showing off your lovely lines makes me want to test. This cycle I promised myself I would not symptom spot and I would not test but looks like I may just have to break both of those promises lol

question for people who have been pg before

So today I am 9dpiui and I promised myself I would not symptom spot but some things you cannot help but notice...here lies my question. My right nipple only seems to have gotten larger and darker only my right. My left is as normal as ever. No the other day my left boob was also a little tingley and had some sharp pains. Did any of you ladies have one boob change faster than the other? Weird question I know.

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