I feel like this ttc journey is making me wishing my life away...it starts with me wishing the first few days of my cycle away so af can be gone and I don't have to be reminded every bathroom break that I did not get my bfp. The I wish the days away til I o so we can try again...then the ttw starts and I wish away the full 2 weeks trying to just get the the point where af is due so I can know if she is going to break my heart or if I will finally get my lucky break...and repeat!
It should be either today if not tomorrow that I get the call to do my second iui and I cannot wish pray and hope any harder that is is our month. Then maybe I can get back to enjoying each day without this always being on the back of my mind. Crossing my fingers that we keep seeing all these bfp on here!