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Just had to vent

Postby indygirl297 » Mon Apr 11, 2011 1:23 pm

Just had to vent somewhere where I didn't really know anyone. AF started today and like always came with miserable cramps (coming 1 week after having pneumonia and 3 days after getting Thrush from steroidal inhaler). I don't really care about it, excpet that DH and I realized that if we didn't get a BFP for the month of March, it would be yet another Christmas without a baby of our own. After being together 10.5 years, married for 9.5 years. Sometimes I just feel like God has forgotten about us. (I know I have many blessings in my life, but thats just how I feel for today). Thanks for the vent!
Me (Tiffany):28 DH(Jon): 32 TTC #1 going on 11 years. DH has SevereMF. I have severe Insulin Resistance, metformin 2000mg/day to keep that in check. Also have ovulation issues
Aug 07: Lap, hysteroscopy, cystoscopy, and HSG
IUI#3 clomid/donor sperm BFN
IUI #4 Oct 2011 BFN
IUI #5 Nov 24,2011 BFN
IUI #6 50mg clomid, IUI 12/26/2011 BFN
IUI #7 50mg clomid, 10K pregnyl trigger, IUI 5/26/12 BFN
IUI#8 6/29, clomid, trigger, progesterone BFN
Currently Taking a break, persuing other options.

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Postby Justagirl » Wed Apr 13, 2011 8:29 am

I'm so sorry about everything you're dealing with right now, and I really hope that you get your BFP very soon. I too was hoping for an Xmas baby, but now we can shoot for Xmas bellies Instead!

Im sure God has NOT forgotten you though I understand feeling that way with the constant disappointment. Just continue to have faith and try not to stress (I have to say this to myself too everyday). It will happen! Take care

ME: (JJ) 33 :love: DH: 37
TTC#1 for 2.5 years
Dx: lean PCOS/ DH: perfect
5 failed medicated cycles (3 w/IUIs)
IVF#1:Dec 2011 Antagonist: BFP (chemical)
FET#1: April 2012 BFN
IVF#2: August 2012 Long Lupron: BFP!! TWINS!!! :hb: :hb:
4/10/13: Our boys arrive at 35 weeks, happy and healthy!!
5/8/15: SURPRISE BFP!!!
Betas: 12dpo: 49, 14dpo: 102, 21dpo: 1749, 28dpo: 14,737
6/4: ONE baby with :hb: 134
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