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awaiting AF and crabby! **she's here :(

Postby goobermom » Sun Apr 10, 2011 7:46 am

well AF did not show today, cycle day 28 of a 26-28 day cycle but i have just gotten BFN's. i did spot yesterday, which typically means AF a couple days later. And i am CRABBY!! Ahhh....even the little icons that have smiley mouths are irritating this morning, such as this evil little one :af: horrible!! And i guess part of my irritation is that at some point we will need to call the RE and try medicated cycles again, which would help with increasing our chances but they also are so stressful and expensive.

i want to just :hb: my DH, do some :bd: in our bed (which is free of course), have :o: occur, and :girlsperm: do its job and :fertilization: to happen without extra drugs or my feet in stirrups. i pray to one day again have :bbs: and :belly: that is large due to a little one growing inside. Is this a dream that will never happen? Heck, i guess i will take it even if i have to give my self shots daily, go the lap for blood draws, get wanded multiple times, take extra drugs to make everything happen. :) i just want another baby to hold and to love and to expand our family!!
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me (34) husband (41)
son (14), spoiled cat
TTC since August '08
Clomid/IUI x3; Follistim/IUI x3
natural BFP- M/C :(
Low Vitamin D, High FSH
Letrozole, TI, progesterone, estrace- BFN (x4)
High FSH, RE recommending donor egg
End of our TTC journey???
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Postby waitingtobemommy » Mon Apr 11, 2011 5:04 pm

I'm :( to hear this and all I can offer is :luck: and :praying:
Me (Jen): 34, DH: 35
TTC #1 for 4.5 years
3 BFN IUI- 2011
1 BFP IUI- March 2011
1 BFP IVF- December 2011
1 BFP FET- May 2012
:angel: @ 5 weeks; March 2011
:angel2: @ 8 weeks; Jan. 2012-Trisomy 16

DS Owen Matthew born 1/17/13 via FET
Surprise natural BFP 8/3/14! EDD 4/10/15!
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Postby goobermom » Mon Apr 11, 2011 6:57 pm

:af: showed....gonna connect with our RE and see what the next plan is.
me (34) husband (41)
son (14), spoiled cat
TTC since August '08
Clomid/IUI x3; Follistim/IUI x3
natural BFP- M/C :(
Low Vitamin D, High FSH
Letrozole, TI, progesterone, estrace- BFN (x4)
High FSH, RE recommending donor egg
End of our TTC journey???
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Postby AnnaJuly » Tue Apr 12, 2011 12:57 am

I hear you on the frustration bit - good :luck:
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