Today is a Very Bad Day

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Today is a Very Bad Day

Postby bumblebee88 » Wed Oct 11, 2017 10:14 am

Today is a very bad day [CD 1].

My OB rescheduled my apt that was supposed to be today (that I waited 2 months for) for the end of the month, and I have learned that i have to reschedule it again. DH and I are no closer to getting answers and no closer to our baby.

Today, I am holding back an ocean of tears at the office. Waves of pregnancy announcements keep pounding in to me, and I feel like I'm drowning in infertility.

What do you all do for the very bad days?
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Re: Today is a Very Bad Day

Postby Danaa » Wed Oct 11, 2017 11:25 am

Im really sorry to be reading this:(
In those bad days I had wine and junk food and just enjoy myself.
Good luck to you and I hope you get ur bfp really soon.
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After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
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19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
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Re: Today is a Very Bad Day

Postby geeky_gab » Wed Oct 11, 2017 5:15 pm

I'm so sorry to read this bumblebee...
Infertility is unfair and so hard on all of us.
As a follow-up to Danaa's suggestion, which I totally agree with :) I really like eating ice cream (the ones with cookie dough or peanut butter...) and just allowing myself to do nothing (which I usually feel guilty for). You deserve to take care of yourself.
TTC since Dec. 2014 - "unexplained infertility"
Me : 36
DH : 37
IUI #1 - #7 May 2016 - October 2017 BFN
Laparoscopy May 29th 2017, fibroid removed, cyst on fallopian tube removed, stage 1 endo removed.
IVF Antagonist protocol, retrival Dec. 2017
FET Feb 2018 BFN
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