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Postby WaitingOnARainbow » Mon Feb 05, 2018 7:50 pm

Hello! I'm new. I have endometriosis and have been TTC since 1/2016. I had a 13w miscarriage which required d&c. It's now been 2 years as of Jan 6th and still have been unable to conceive again. Its been a heartbreaking road. I hope to meet some friends and ladies with similar struggles here.
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Re: New here

Postby Danaa » Tue Feb 06, 2018 3:14 am

WaitingOnARainbow wrote:Hello! I'm new. I have endometriosis and have been TTC since 1/2016. I had a 13w miscarriage which required d&c. It's now been 2 years as of Jan 6th and still have been unable to conceive again. Its been a heartbreaking road. I hope to meet some friends and ladies with similar struggles here.
I’m sorry to hear about your loss.Have you had a histeroscopy to see if there is any scar tissue from the the D&C that would prevent implantation?
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After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
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FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 MMC at the 10 weeks ultrasound.
FET#4 2018
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Re: New here

Postby eni » Mon Feb 12, 2018 11:43 am

Hey!
I am also new here! We TTC since 2015 and I had two miscarriages in 2016 (week 10 and 6, naturally conceived). My last miscarriage was in July 2016 – Since then I did not get pregnant again. :-/
In the last half year I was doing a lot of research and got a lot of test done – FSH, AMH looks good, tubes are not blocked, the semen of my husband is ok. Everything looks normal, but after all the sonograms they found out, that my eggs are to small and probably I do not ovulate, although I can feel the pain every month and my LH goes high. My husband and me are seeing an acupuncture therapist to increase the quality of egg and semen. Right now I am on my first cycle with Femara and definitely ovulated this time. Now I have to wait and it drives me crazy – my expectations are higher, because I have new hope. I am not sure, how much longer I can take that journey of hope, grief and frustration. And I am impressed by others, who have lost so many times and are still full of positive energy!

@WaitingOnARainbow: What tests have you done so far?
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Re: New here

Postby donnawilliam » Fri Mar 09, 2018 6:20 am

Hello there! Welcome to the forum. How are you? Hope you are doing good. Sorry to hear about your loss. Loses are the things in life which really leaves you empty and broken. But darling, don't loose hope. You'll get there. Just hang in there and try to stay strong. May your wait end soon. May you get your rainbow :)
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Re: New here

Postby @whenmytruerainbow » Thu Mar 29, 2018 1:23 am

WaitingOnARainbow wrote:Hello! I'm new. I have endometriosis and have been TTC since 1/2016. I had a 13w miscarriage which required d&c. It's now been 2 years as of Jan 6th and still have been unable to conceive again. Its been a heartbreaking road. I hope to meet some friends and ladies with similar struggles here.

Hi, lovely! You aren't alone on this path. I cardially welcome you too, on behalf of all the ladies who've been a hell of support for me and will be the same to you in your need. Just make sure you discuss your problems with others and you'll always find someone who've been through a similar situation or sailing on the same boat with you. In both the cases, you can find hope and support - Which has been sth that kept me on even after the devastating failures in medicated ttc and ivf. Now I'm 40yo, diagnosed on endo & PCOS. I've already been through 2 lapos which made no changes to the treatment. My 2 ivf fresh cycles with own eggs ended in bfn. I'm doing my best (We both are doing our best) to prepare for the next ivf shot. This time we're going to use donor eggs. Hopefully this would be April. My dh is a rock of support and this gives me strength not to blame myself. I may sound mad, :shh: but once I even thought to divorce him just because I wanted to put off me this blame and guilt and everything which makes me feel a complete emotional wreck. I did think my dh deserves better life and well-deserved kids into his life as he's going to be an amazing father.
Well, coming back to treatments, I really count on donor eggs. (They're going to be young (from a donor of18-25 yo) and obviously healthy. Our previous shots we got only 10 fertilized. Resulting in embryo quality - a mix of As, Bs and Cs. We don't expect donor's results to be like that. Though we are for signing a 5 shot package to have more attempts in case this one won't work. I'm trying not to think ahead, just considering the facts we've faced so far.
Never meant this post to be that long, hun :oops: But it's how it all feels. I'm thremendously sorry for your loss and the grief you've gone through, but.. when world says 'give up', hope whispers 'try it one more time'. One day God will bless us, brave worriors, with beautiful little ones. Wish you and everyone all the best of luck in the world :hugs:
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Re: New here

Postby shawn1214 » Fri May 18, 2018 10:36 am

WaitingOnARainbow wrote:Hello! I'm new. I have endometriosis and have been TTC since 1/2016. I had a 13w miscarriage which required d&c. It's now been 2 years as of Jan 6th and still have been unable to conceive again. Its been a heartbreaking road. I hope to meet some friends and ladies with similar struggles here.

Hi , hope you will be fine . Welcome to the forum . Don’t lose hope . Be strong . It will be difficult but you will get the good results at the end . Remember difficult journey makes your destination beautiful . Best of luck of my freind
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Re: New here

Postby Alana90 » Mon May 21, 2018 9:53 am

Hey! Welcome to the boat. Hope you get to find the hope you are looking for.
Sorry to hear about your MC. That's terrible seriously. All the prayers to you.
Usually, I get to hear from women that they conceived after some time of MC. But the endometriosis you are talking about. Have you consult your doctor about this thing. That must be causing some hurdle.
You should ask your doctor. If there is any sort of treatment or would this be the hurdle in your way of conceiving,
I would be looking forward to hearing from you soon.
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