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Postby ilovemybaby » Wed Aug 31, 2011 12:44 pm

Hello everyone. I have been trying to concieve for 2 months and I have become a monster. I don't want to be around people especially pregnant woman, I have become jealous and envious to the point that I am angry because I am not pregnant, I am mad at myself, I have lost hope and I feel like a total failure. I am not a bad person but I am struggling. I don't believe this is a way to bring a child in to the world.

If anyone can send me a prayer or words of wisdom that will help I would really appreciate it because I don't recognize myself anymore.
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Postby flossytwobob » Thu Sep 01, 2011 4:44 am

I believe that behavior is perfectly normal Hun, it just shows how much u want to become a mother and welcome your own little miracle into this world! You have only been trying for 2 months, you are not a failure, your body is just trying to figure out what it's meant to be doing. Do not give up! You will be pregnant soon enough and then u will embrace all the pregnant woman and join in in all the baby talk :-) you WILL be a mummy... And u WILL be a great one! Good Luck Hun! :) Try and smile more :D It'll do u good! :D
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Postby ilovemybaby » Fri Sep 02, 2011 8:34 pm

Thanks flossy. I really appreciate that. I was beginning to think I wasn't worthy of being a Mom again.
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Postby Christel » Fri Sep 02, 2011 9:21 pm

I meant to reply sooner, but I've been praying for you :). I understand how consuming TTC can be. We tried for more than 2 years for our first child. It's exhausting! I hope things are going better for you now, and I'm sending babydust your way :).
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Postby ilovemybaby » Sun Sep 04, 2011 4:40 pm

Thanks Christel. I so appreciate that. I think they helped because I am beginning to find some peace. Not a lot but some. I can only do what I can and then it is up to the Lord.

Thank you.
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