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Hope this is an encouragement for some

Postby amers2848 » Mon Apr 30, 2012 5:06 pm

So, I am currently TTC #3, and i'm going on cycle #7. This last TWW was horrible. I spent the whole two weeks in a bad mood, b/c I wasn't having any of the preggo symptoms I had with my others so I just knew it hadn't happened. Anyways...I had a mini break down by myself on Sunday, and God reminded me of what he had already done for me.

When I was trying for my 1st, it wasn't happening and I had to go see specialist and they told me I might not be able to concieve. I was put on clomid and progesterone. I felt angry alot of the time, and DH and I were fighting alot b/c of it. I went to a "healing" service at church mostly to see what it was about. I had never been to one. It was very weird to say the least, but I remember sitting there and "daring God" to "heal me." I know it's wrong, but I was so frustrated. Anyways...I clear loud voice I heard as I was walking out of service said, "Next month, Amy." I remember telling my husband about it, and then forgetting about it. I had never had an experience like this with God before.

The next month, we barely tried. My DH actually refused me one night b/c he said it wasn't even fun anymore :? Anyways, I wasn't tracking my symptoms but I remember a few things that were off. My face was breaking out bad, I had lots of creamy white CM, I was thirsty and therefore peeing more than usual but it wasn't until I was "late" by 2-3 days that I took a HPT and got my BFP. I was shocked. I remember God reminded me about a half an hour later as I stood in the bathroom that He had told me, "next month." I had forgotten. I jsut sat there and cried with DH. God is awesome!!! I needed to remind myself of this b/c I am frustrated with 7 months going by and not baving another BFP, and although I have 2 beautiful kids...my heart still aches like it did TTC #1. God has the perfect time for us, and I struggle with not being in control and patience....but trust and believe and one way or another...he will give us peace and grace to wait!!!!
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Postby Mzjazzy » Wed May 09, 2012 4:44 pm

To God be the glory...he is awesome and I am encouraged during this tww
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Postby amers2848 » Sun Jul 08, 2012 7:42 am

As you can see I wrote this is April, it is now July 8th, and I'm 5 weeks + pregnant, sick as a dog in bed. God is soo good!!! It was not easy to wait, and I was not patient, but God has still blessed me!! Don't give up and cry out to Him. He listens!!!
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Postby Ollimaraj » Mon Jul 09, 2012 12:24 pm

This made me tear up. I love it. I know this sounds crazy, but I still feel like DH and I will eventually have a baby. Although our children from our previous marriage are all growing up and out of the house, I really feel it will happen. I remember 10 years ago waiting Baby Delivery on television and there was a couple on there who after 10 years of trying finally had a baby and I thought, that better not be me because I would be angry at God if I had to wait that long. Well, I am soon approaching 10 years and I truly feel blessed to have my DH and to have my DD and DS and to have my 3 DSS. God truly has blessed us and I know he is not done.

Thank you for sharing and thank you for reposting your current status.

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