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:,(Lost my Auntie to breast cancer this morning…Starting 2WW

Postby CeCe88 » Fri Jan 31, 2014 11:36 pm

I just spent 10 hrs yesterday at my Aunt's bedside while she lost her battle with breast cancer early this morning. She passed away the minute everyone left & it was just her & her Husband and he told her "it's just us, you can go now". I just got home from the hospital and got the call. I'm so heartbroken, but am so thankful I seen her when I did yesterday. I seen her big blue eyes & got to tell her we might have twins! She said "how exciting" then she was restless and started to slip away slowly. My Aunt had identical twins (only set in my family) & hours before she died tonight I got horrible bloat and cramps which must be me ovulating the two follicles I grew (took the trigger shot to induce ovulation Wed). My Aunt promised to send me an angel baby if anything happened to her and I know she will keep her promise. I just lost such an amazing woman in my life, but pray she is the one that is the guardian angel to my next pregnancy.

Just so sad, I've been crying so much. We knew it was happening. She was Stage 4 given 2 years to live and she lived 3.5. She was only 54 years young. I really have to try hard to enjoy my Birthday today Feb. 1st. 13 years ago on my 13th birthday I buried my Grandpa, now next week will be my Auntie, his daughter. Just unlucky number 13 at it again. We are still bd . It's hard I'm emotional but brings hubby and I close. I can't stop now she would be so excited for twins & I want to make it happen so bad. Need some positive already!

Please pray for me some sticky vibes and that my luck turns around. My MIL is on hospice for cancer as well and doesn't have much time. After two miscarriages I pray everyday that these two follicles take and stick. :(
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Re: :,(Lost my Auntie to breast cancer this morning…Starting

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Sat Feb 01, 2014 12:43 am

you are in my prayers :hugs: Praying for your family as they are grieving and as you are in your tww. <3
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Re: :,(Lost my Auntie to breast cancer this morning…Starting

Postby tmcleland » Thu Feb 06, 2014 9:40 am

So sorry for your loss :(
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Re: :,(Lost my Auntie to breast cancer this morning…Starting

Postby alexandra1234 » Thu Feb 06, 2014 11:09 am

Awwwww.... big hugs to you!
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Feb '15: Clomid #2. BFN
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Re: :,(Lost my Auntie to breast cancer this morning…Starting

Postby CeCe88 » Thu Feb 06, 2014 1:00 pm

Thank you ladies. :(

My heart is broken, but my lil' nephew was born one month premature and has birth defects and is fighting for his life, so now I'm concerned for him so much. I lost & gained someone I love within in a weekend, I cannot lose my lil' nephew he is just days old! He will be ok I just know it. I totally space out the 2ww SOMETIMES, then I remember what a blessing it would be to get a BFP amidst all this pain.

Getting ready to go to my Auntie's service now. I wrote & was asked to read a eulogy for her. God grant me the strength to be strong & do this for my family & my Auntie. Today will be so hard, but it's the closure I need to accept she is really gone. Thank you for your kind words, it helps during this difficult time.
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Re: :,(Lost my Auntie to breast cancer this morning…Starting

Postby vanjust14 » Thu Feb 06, 2014 7:09 pm

Thinking of you on this difficult day. I'm very sorry for your loss. I am wishing and hoping you get your twins.
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