Hard day

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Hard day

Postby hmownr24 » Tue Apr 29, 2014 12:28 pm

I have random hard days - today being one of them. I had a miscarriage in January at 13 weeks. We having been ttc without luck since. Sometimes I am fine and then sometimes I have days where I feel like it just happened. I just want to curl in a ball and cry for days. I know that I can't do that because I have a 3 year old and 14 year old who need me. Little guy needs my care and my oldest knows when I am upset. I cry in the car or at work and then hide it when I get home. I just put on a smile and walk in the door. It's so hard. It's been 3 1/2 months. Should I be feeling better by now? Am I normal feeling this way?
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Re: Hard day

Postby vanjust14 » Wed Apr 30, 2014 5:32 pm

I just want to say I am sorry you are having such a hard time and I'm sorry for your loss. I haven't been through it myself but I can't even imagine what an emotional roller coaster you must be going through. I hope that your heart heals with time and I hope you get your rainbow baby soon!
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