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Been here for a while now

Postby unpatientwaiter » Thu May 29, 2014 11:14 am

Hi All,

Im not very new to this whole TTC Community. I have been through an up and down spiral with trying ttc and now i think ive been on the down side for the better of the time. Im going on 14 months TTC and a year period on this site. Its really depressing. I started when I was 26yrs old and now im going on 28yrs old. its gut wrenching for me every month I get my cycle. I dont really know what to do anymore. I pray and pray and I feel like im getting some where but I end up right back here.

Im so lonely and confused. I need help.
Me: 28
DH: 29
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TTC for 16 months
Taking a break indefinitely
4/2014 - HSG showed both tubes are open and clear.
DH diagnosed with Low-Sperm Count - 18million - 6 million good enough for IUI
First IUI - June 15, 2014 - BFN
:bfp: 15DPO!
Beta #1 -356
Beta #2 - 1103!!!!!

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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby marisajl » Thu May 29, 2014 2:09 pm

i know just what you mean. i'm younger but we have been ttc for about a year now. and my husband leaves for 6 months in july.. which means if it doesn't happen this cycle it won't happen for a long long time... i just want my baby and i pray so much constantly, every day, all the time. its heart breaking. and i feel like this cycle it won't happen either. i just have the worst feeling about it. i just wish i could know for sure when or if ill ever get pregnant.
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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby unpatientwaiter » Fri May 30, 2014 6:16 am

Marisa its so disheartening especially when there are horrible pple out there who get to get pregnant so easily. I just wanna cry about it all the time.
Me: 28
DH: 29
TTC #1
TTC for 16 months
Taking a break indefinitely
4/2014 - HSG showed both tubes are open and clear.
DH diagnosed with Low-Sperm Count - 18million - 6 million good enough for IUI
First IUI - June 15, 2014 - BFN
:bfp: 15DPO!
Beta #1 -356
Beta #2 - 1103!!!!!

Its a :babyb: !!!!!

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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby marisajl » Fri May 30, 2014 1:24 pm

No joke I just thought about this yesterday... I saw 2 people who were like 15 gettin pregnant who didn't even try. And we have to work our butts off and it still sometimes doesn't happen. So frustrating. And people who abort their babies. I would give anything to be pregnant
TTC baby #1 since July 2013
On metformin for suspected pcos


very first BFP on 4/21/2015!!!
EDD 01/02/2016


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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby Stephaniepritchett » Sun Jun 01, 2014 8:46 am

Hey. I'd like to join this group because I've been feeling discouraged as we. Dh n I got our first bfp 10 months ago which ended in miscarriage . We've been trying ever since. I woke up with af today after symptom spotting and feeling like this was our month. I'm so upset and I can't stand the wait of another cycle . DH is heart broken too but I don't think he can understand my pain as a woman. I'm happy to have found other ladies to connect with
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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby orangecat » Mon Jun 02, 2014 8:26 am

Ladies my heart is with you all and I am in the same boat.

We are on cycle 19 of TTC. Cycle 17 finally ended in a BFP that I miscarried at 6 weeks. I feel broken and sad lots of the time. I turn 35 this Oct and when we originally started TTC I was confident I would have my baby by then...now I hope I am expecting by then.

AF is on her way out and I am on CD 4. We were planning on doing an IUI before we got our surprise BFP in April. Now unfortunately timing won't work for us to drive the 3 hours north to do the procedure with only 24 hours notice so we will be doing nothing this cycle except hoping we can somehow do it ourselves! Part of me is hopeful but the realist in me says it took 17 cycles last time so it won't happen quickly for you ever. DH has started zinc vitamins to help out his cause and I will be using OPKs. FX we all finally get lucky!

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IUI- planned for May 2014
Surprise BFP April 18/2014 while waiting for IUI!
Natural miscarriage April 29/2014 - 6 weeks
IUI #1 50mg Clomid and 24 mil sperm July 4/2014= BFN
IUI #2 letrazole 2.5mg Aug= CANCELLED due to cyst and midcycle bleed
IUI #2 letrazole 2.5mg Oct 7/2014= BFN
2015 NOTHING
2016 New RE gives us hope
April 19/16 Ectopic Pregnancy while waiting to begin IUI again
Right tube removed
DH 3% Morphology
ME AMH 4.4PMOL (British scale)
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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby maddy » Mon Jun 02, 2014 8:39 pm

I understand your pain girls, I started TTC when I was 27, now Im 35. I just dont know where the time went. :(
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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby Wishing&Prayingfor#1 » Thu Jun 05, 2014 3:19 pm

I am really feeling you pain, especially today.
I just got my third bfp, in three years, this morning at 19dpo...and I knew not to get my hopes up given how late it is. I had my betas done today, because TE office thought it was a bit off,and they were 53....not good at all :cry:
So now I am waiting for my third miscarriage to begin.

I am feeling hopeless......it takes so long for us to conceive as it is (months to a year) and then they nevertheless et past first trimester. :(

This is all so so hard, I am very seriously depressed tonight. My birthday is this weekend and now I have to cave, all my plans because I am waiting to cramp ans bleed.
My prayers go out to all of you in this very difficult situation.
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Married Aug 2010
Ttc #1 since Sept. 2011
M/c July 2012(missed) 11wks
Ashermans syndrome after D&C
Surgery for scarring( done by RE) Feb. 2013
M/c July 2013 ( 6wks5d)
2nd surgery for scarring Oct. 2013
Started crinone ( progesterone) for luteal phase, Dec. 2013
Began tracked cycles Dec. 2013,Jan and Feb 2014 (no meds)
Femera 2.5mg March and April 2014- both BFNs
Femera 5mg and IUI May 2014- BFP...m/c 5w1d ( chemical?)
Natural cycle( break) June 2014- BFP....m/c 4w5d/chemical
July 2014-HSG clear, AMH low......break
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Re: Been here for a while now

Postby Stephaniepritchett » Fri Jun 06, 2014 4:51 am

It's so frustrating being in this position. I feel everyone's pain. But we have to hold onto hope!
Wishing : I'm sorry this is ur 3rd miscarraige. Do they know why it's happening ? I remember last year going thru mine. I hated waiting for it to happen, I took the entire week off of work , didn't leave my couch.
Are you going to try again right away?
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