Feeling Lost,Angry and Sad

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Feeling Lost,Angry and Sad

Postby praying4miricale » Mon Nov 10, 2014 5:04 am

Hi there all i'm new here

Here is my short and sad story:

I got diagnosed with pcos in 2002 I was only 15 back then and didn't care much for the results when the Doc gave it to me

Now that I'm older and actively ttc it is one the biggest get me downs in my life, it affects me so much and I hate it.

I've been ttc for almost 3years now, i've lost some weight, the Doc prescribed me Metformin 500mg that i still use for my insulin levels, I've been through 3 rounds of Fertomid (Clomid) and still had no luck
I gave up smoking and became more active, still nothing
I'm at my lowest point that I've ever been, I pray for a miracle knowing it is the only thing i can do right now
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Re: Feeling Lost,Angry and Sad

Postby Kim82 » Sat Nov 15, 2014 1:08 pm

Trying to conceive can be a very emotional process. Through these boards you will learn that you are not alone and you can probably find a great group of ladies with a similar situation as you that can be a fantastic support system.

I would suggest you try to see a reproductive endocrinologist if you haven't already. For many of us, Clomid's side effect of thinning your lining happens thus truly would never work. (Best reason I've found on my it is important to be monitored throughout this process). Also, always good to have both of you checked by a specialist. Best of luck and baby dust to you!!!
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Both 32 are good..unexplained infertility
IUI #1 10.20.13 - Femara days 3-7 With Crinone... BFP to m/c week 6
IUI #2 12.23.13 - Femara days 3-7 With Crinone... BFN (tested & AF arrived)
IUI #3 1.27.14 - Femara days 3-7 With Crinone... BFP. Went to dr. And found hcg over 12k. After ultrasound found 8 week ectopic (surgery and removal of tube) :(
IUI #4 5.16.14 - Femara days 3-7 With Crinone... BFN!
IUI #5 8.8.14 - Femara days 3-7 With Crinone... Ovidrel shot on 8.7.14 - BFN
IVF round #1 - BFN (Got 7 embies frozen!)
IVF round #2 - FET - two d3 tranferred on 12/10... BFP 12/23 - Beta #1: 59, 12/26 - Beta #2: 115, Beta #3: 44 m/c :*(
IVF round #3 - FET - two d3 B's transferred on 3/17... BFP! (Beta #1: 490, Beta #2: 994, Beta #3: 4,690!) Heartrate of 119 bpm at 6w3d!
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