GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE

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GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE

Postby Trinette » Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:48 am

This journey has been long and hard for me. I have been trying almost 4 years now and the emotional toll it has taken on me has become too much. I never thought that I would be anywhere close to feeling like giving up or admitting defeat but just today I was thinking, how much longer? How much longer can I endure the pain, the impatience, the longing? In the back of my mind I have always wondered if I'm one of the women that won't ever get pregnant on my own. I'm that small percentage of people that can't.

"Most women will go on to have a baby"

Most. What does that mean? Most? Everyone but me?

It's just all too much. The multiple disappointments are just too much to take. I'm finding it hard to not break down. I guess I just needed to say that.
Time to move on with my day and try not to think about it.
I am 33, DH is 25, Trying for baby #1
Ovulatory Issues
Started trying October 2012
HSG showed blocked tube, Early 2013
Laparoscopy September 2013, tube corrected, scar tissue and fibroid removed-tubes were "handcuffed" away from ovaries.
Didn't respond to clomid
Late 2013 moved on to injectable medications
IUI in May 2015, BFN
IUI March 3, 2016....STILL HOPEFUL!!!

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Re: GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE

Postby Wishfull » Mon Mar 28, 2016 1:32 pm

Trinette
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. Have you spoken to your partner about your feelings? You may also want to speak to your doctor. He/she may want to move to a more aggressive strategy. What all testing have you had done?
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Re: GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE

Postby Caprice » Sat Mar 30, 2019 3:22 am

I'm really sorry to hear about this. Trinette, honey, you deserve better. I do understand what you're going through. I believe communication is important to further your relationship. You should talk to your partner. That might help you. You can also choose to visit a fertility clinic. Best of luck to you!
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Re: GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE

Postby Xenia » Tue May 14, 2019 5:44 am

Ah, honey, I'm so sorry! It must be really hard for you. I hope you don't give up, though. You can still get through this, I'm confident. Please, keep the faith, okay? My prayers are with you. Sending you lots and lots of baby dust.
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Re: GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE

Postby hannahdavid » Thu May 23, 2019 4:36 pm

Hey, I hope you are well. I can understand how hard this must be for you. However, dont lose hope. This journey is like a rollercoaster. There are many highs and lows. However, one has to be strong. Just make sure to visit the right doctor who is expereinced and I am sure things will go well. Sending baby dust your way.
-Low AMH and High FSH
-Poor Ovarian Reserve
-5 IUIs (failed)
-1 IVF (failed)
Life is a total mess
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