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Tired

Postby LC3633 » Fri Apr 06, 2018 4:59 pm

I’m feeling really tired lately. Tired of going to baby showers and talking about pregnancies for other women that I’m so happy for but incredibly envious of. Tired of shopping in the baby section for their gifts wondering when I’ll get to shop for them myself. I’m tired of peeing on sticks that never give me the answer I spend 2-3 minutes hoping for. Tired of analyzing everything that goes on in my body with a small glimmer of hope that it’s an indication I may actually be pregnant.
I’m tired of my body not cooperating with what my heart has wanted for so long and others can achieve with such ease. Tired of planning when to have sex with my husband and us both feeling like we’ll miss our chance at a child if we don’t do it at the exact right time. I’m tired of people saying “it will happen when it’s meant to” when it’s easy for them to say because it’s already happened for them. Tired of doctors appointments to prescribe pills to make my body ovulate and have a period and do things it should do on it’s own. I’m tired of feeling broken. Any one else feel this way?
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Re: Tired

Postby mglupe1979 » Fri Apr 06, 2018 5:51 pm

Hey, just wanted to say yes many of use hit rock bottom. But i want to tell you continue to give it your all. Last resort was ivf for me because all my test continue to be normal. My dh was all good. But i want to say today im 11dp5dt and i finally saw my bfp test is positive. Im pregnant. And im just enjoying every minute of it. I cant stop looking at my positive test.
Dont loose hope. Find a specialist and get busy. Which you the best. Lots of baby dust going your way.
I forget to add its been 3 good years of intensive intervention with 9 iui and ivf.
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Re: Tired

Postby LC3633 » Mon Apr 09, 2018 5:41 am

After posting this, I had been feeling a little different lately and took a pregnancy test this morning and it was positive!! Trying not to get too excited quite yet but definitely goes to show not to lose hope so quickly!
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Re: Tired

Postby mglupe1979 » Mon Apr 09, 2018 5:53 am

Yeah!!!!
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Re: Tired

Postby HanRichie » Thu Apr 12, 2018 7:22 am

I wish you didn't have to go through such difficulty. TTC is so easy for some and so tough for others. It's really off-putting. I myself was unable to conceive. However, my complications were different. I know for a fact I won't ever be able to carry a child. I have no uterus. Anyway. It's become very common nowadays, this difficulty in conceiving. I think you should start looking into your options. I went for surrogacy because of my situation. But there's IVF for you too! You have a uterus still. Good luck to you!
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Re: Tired

Postby mglupe1979 » Thu Apr 12, 2018 8:02 am

Ah
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