Scared

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Scared

Postby Tanise77 » Wed Aug 10, 2011 9:41 pm

So as some of you know, we lost our first angel on Mother's Day this year, it's been a couple months now and we are at it again with today being my 11th day since ovulation seemed to occur. It's harder to tell since I haven't been charting my temps this month. It all comes down to being scared for me now. I want that BFP so bad, but so scared that when I get it, I can go through this nightmare again for a 4th time! Praying that all these symptoms are a good thing and that if we have concieved like I feel we have, all will stick for a happy little bundle of joy!
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Postby Lansmama » Sun Aug 14, 2011 3:10 pm

I am not sure of your story, but I really didn't want to read and not post.

First off, I am so sorry for your loss.
Secondly, I can completely understand your fear. We just had our FOURTH m/c (we have 2 live, healthy kiddos). We really are now thinking of TTCing but are very hesitant to as well.

I just wanted to pop in to say sorry and I can totally relate.

Big hugs.
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Me: Angela - 28
DH: Alan - 29
DD1: Alanna - Born April 1, 2008
DD2: Aubrey - Born July 16, 2010
*June 2007 - mc @ 6.5 weeks
*August 2009 - mc @ 4 weeks
*September 2009 - mc @ 6 weeks
*July 2011 - mc @ 6 weeks
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