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The Wait is Making Me Crazy

Postby radkitten » Mon Jun 10, 2013 1:43 pm

Waiting impatiently for my first period post ectopic. All I can think about is how pregnant I should be. Right now I should be 8+3. Instead I am waiting for my period to start because I am ovulating on the side I lost my tube on.

I just want to try again. It took me 7 years to get that one BFP and it was ripped out of my body. All I can think about is trying again.

RE is going to start me on Clomid this next cycle to try and force my body to produce in both ovaries. He'd rather do injectables, but of course, they aren't covered under my insurance. Mandated state my @ss. No one move to Ohio is you're hoping for mandated infertility coverage.

That leaves me with clomid while my DH and I try to figure out how we are going to save up the $15,000+ for IVF.

I seriously just want to cry all the time. Why is something that should be fun and free cost me so much? Isn't the embarrassment of everything we have to go through enough?
Me (31) - Homozygous MTHFR A1298C, Endometriosis, Left Fallopian Tube removed
DH (33) - Normal
Married - 09/09/09

First ever :bfp: 5/6/13
5-17-13 - D&C and ectopic pregnancy removal at 5w5d. Lost left fallopian tube. Right ovarian cyst removed.

Aug 2013 - 1st clomid cycle (50mg CD3-7). 5 follies, missed ovulation, timed intercourse. BFN
Nov 2013 - Jan 2014 - Follicles all on the left.
Feb 2014 - 5mg Femara CD3-7 - Cyst on left ovary, 18mm follie right ovary! Trigger 2/20, IUI 2/22 BFN
October 2014 - IVF #1. Retrieval October 22nd?

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Re: The Wait is Making Me Crazy

Postby Shew34 » Tue Jun 18, 2013 3:49 pm

So sorry Radkitten :( I HATE that ivf is so expensive!! No coverage in Georgia either. We had to go that route after 2 ectopics last year. I hope you get your baby soon!!
Trying for #2 since Jan 2012.
DH - 36
Me - 33
DD :baby: - 9/1/09
All RPL tests & chromosomes normal
IVF# 1 April/May/June 2013 - 5 genetically normal embies on ice!
FET 6/11/13 - transferred 1 embryo

:angel: - July 2008 5w4d
:angel: - Sept 2008 5w
:angel: - June 2012 10w
:angel: - Chemical Aug 2012 4w5d
:angel: - Ectopic September 2012
:angel: - Suspected ectopic Feb 2013
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