Ready to try again

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Ready to try again

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Tue Nov 19, 2013 5:45 am

Hi Ladies - I had a late MC on 29 August at 19+5 - I had a premature rupture of membranes with no known cause
Today I have had the final set of test results and all is clear - and we have had the go ahead to try again...i'm just so scared...

of it taking a long time to get a BFP
of getting a BFP
of being pregnant and worrying if i did something wrong
of having another mc

of everything it seems :-(
Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

TTC#2 since Jan 2013
:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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Re: Ready to try again

Postby B Michaelson » Tue Nov 19, 2013 6:12 am

I am sorry for your loss Rachna. It is scary. I wish it wasn't.

TTC is never quite the same once you have a loss I imagine.

I have the same fears. All of them.

I was worried with my first bfp because I knew something was wrong. I feel like I may never really get that happy bfp feeling even if I get another one I will just worry more than enjoy.

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Me - 36
Hashimotos, JHS/EDS, ANA negative, 1 Fallopian tube
DH - 41
TTC #1 Aug 2012 - May 2014
DS - Born Jan 2015
TTC #2 since Aug 2016
May 2017 :bfp:

:angel: Our Angels :angel:
2004 - 7.5 weeks
Oct 2013 - 6w6d ruptured ectopic
Jan 2014 - Chemical

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Re: Ready to try again

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Tue Nov 19, 2013 6:24 am

I am sorry for your losses too :hugs:

I just feel like i'll be just as disappointed as I was before with every BFN cycle - but now with the added certaintity of being scared and sad and happy if I get a BFP!

I just have to be strong and get on with it right!
Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

TTC#2 since Jan 2013
:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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Re: Ready to try again

Postby B Michaelson » Tue Nov 19, 2013 8:49 am

I hear ya. Its a rollercoaster ride.
Me - 36
Hashimotos, JHS/EDS, ANA negative, 1 Fallopian tube
DH - 41
TTC #1 Aug 2012 - May 2014
DS - Born Jan 2015
TTC #2 since Aug 2016
May 2017 :bfp:

:angel: Our Angels :angel:
2004 - 7.5 weeks
Oct 2013 - 6w6d ruptured ectopic
Jan 2014 - Chemical

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Re: Ready to try again

Postby MEL66325 » Fri Nov 22, 2013 10:09 am

Rachna - just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. Miscarriage is so hard - I can't imagine getting along as far as you did and then losing the baby. I hope that you get your BFP super fast and get your rainbow baby to take home. :hugs:
ME - 37 DH - 40
DS1- 11
8/12/13 - :angel: (MMC 11 weeks; D&C) My angel, forever in my heart and always on my mind, Mommy loves you...can't wait to meet you in Heaven!
4/22/14 - :bfp: our rainbow baby
8/12/14- It's another BOY!
DS2- Owen Lane arrived 1/2/2015 :baby tumble:

Will we have another?? Praying for God's will and following His direction for our lives. We shall see!
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Re: Ready to try again

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Tue Nov 26, 2013 4:20 am

Thanks Mel,
To be honest i'm struggling right now - I should be 32+2 yet i'm 3 months down the line from thethe worst thing that has ever happened to me.
I didn't even really know what the term 'Rainbow baby' ment - Inow I hope i'll have one very soon
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Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

TTC#2 since Jan 2013
:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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