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hasn't hit me yet

Postby redneckgurl26 » Sun Dec 22, 2013 4:51 am

Well I had hoped I'd never be posting here again but it wasn't meant to be.

I started spotting around 8 pm last night. I went to the er and they did blood work, pelvic exam and an ultrasound. My beta was 4200 which was 3600 4 weeks ago. The ultrasound showed a gestational sac of 6 weeks 6 days with nothing seen in the sac (same as u/s 2 weeks ago except then it was 6+2). The doctor said it's probably a blighted ovum.

Here's a little history on me. I have had 3 previous early losses : a blighted ovum mc in Feb of 2007, a missed mc where baby had passed at 8 weeks in July of 2007 and a missed mc where baby passed at 8+4 in July of 2013. I was diagnosed with pcos in Nov of 2012. I had the recurrent lots blood work done after my last mmc in July and the only thing that came back was MTHFR (1 mutation).

How am I supposed to want to try again after 4 early losses (2 with my ex and 2 with DF) around the same gestation with no real explanation? Could this be because of the MTHFR? Could it be my progesterone (never had it checked that I know of)?
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07-2007 :angel: (baby passed @ 8 weeks)
07-2013 :angel: (baby passed @ 8+4)
12-2013 :angel: (blighted ovum)

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Re: hasn't hit me yet

Postby brennansmom2003 » Sun Dec 22, 2013 9:00 am

I am so sorry to hear this! I know it must be hard especially not being able to know why this keeps happening.
Are you still spotting today and have you had any cramping? Maybe there is still hope this time around. Did they tell you what the next step should be?

I will pray for you!
Me - 33 DH - 39
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Re: hasn't hit me yet

Postby redneckgurl26 » Sun Dec 22, 2013 12:11 pm

Thank you hun. Spotting has stopped and I've only had mild cramping nothing major. I honestly don't know if there's still hope or not. They want me to have my beta repeated and get in to see an ob to see what they want to do since all my previous losses I had to have d&cs with. The reason I'm not sure if there's any hope left is because 2 weeks ago I had an u/s that showed a 6 weeks 2 day gestational sac so by now something should be seen inside it and nothing was.
Me - 27
DBF - 32

02-2007 :angel: (blighted ovum)
07-2007 :angel: (baby passed @ 8 weeks)
07-2013 :angel: (baby passed @ 8+4)
12-2013 :angel: (blighted ovum)

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Re: hasn't hit me yet

Postby maddy » Sun Dec 22, 2013 4:38 pm

SO many prayers for you sweetie!! :praying: :hb:
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Re: hasn't hit me yet

Postby MEL66325 » Mon Dec 23, 2013 2:11 pm

I'm really so sorry. I was truly hoping this was your beautiful take home baby. You deserve it after so many losses. And no one should have to go through that so many times, not even once in my opinion. Thinking of you.

Next time, I'd have my progesterone checked as soon as I got my BFP and also so that they can you started on some baby aspirin. It certainly couldn't hurt anything.
ME - 37 DH - 40
DS1- 11
8/12/13 - :angel: (MMC 11 weeks; D&C) My angel, forever in my heart and always on my mind, Mommy loves you...can't wait to meet you in Heaven!
4/22/14 - :bfp: our rainbow baby
8/12/14- It's another BOY!
DS2- Owen Lane arrived 1/2/2015 :baby tumble:

Will we have another?? Praying for God's will and following His direction for our lives. We shall see!
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Re: hasn't hit me yet

Postby redneckgurl26 » Sat Jan 04, 2014 12:44 pm

I've been feeling very tired and just odd the last week for having just had a miscarriage. I thought I'd be feeling kind of normal again except for the emotions but I'm still feeling pregnant. Is it even possible that I could be still pregnant?
Me - 27
DBF - 32

02-2007 :angel: (blighted ovum)
07-2007 :angel: (baby passed @ 8 weeks)
07-2013 :angel: (baby passed @ 8+4)
12-2013 :angel: (blighted ovum)

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