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Such bad timing

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Wed Jan 08, 2014 2:00 am

I've just had an early MC (5w) I started bleeding on Monday.

The timing is awful - this friday should have been my last day at work before maternity leave, and Sat 18th was my Due date.
I feel almost as bad as I did in August/Sept when I lost my boy - only i'm back to work and very busy as i'm an accountant and it is the end of year accounting time.

I'm barely holding it together - and to top it all off I totally broke down at work yesterday after a colleague who has been really supportive told us that her husband has just been diagonsed with Prostate cancer.

:cry: :cry: :cry:
Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

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:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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Re: Such bad timing

Postby B Michaelson » Fri Jan 10, 2014 7:11 am

Oh I am so sorry Rachna. :hugs:
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Re: Such bad timing

Postby B Michaelson » Thu Jan 16, 2014 5:07 pm

I was thinking about you today. I hope you are doing ok. Sending lots of love.
Me - 36
Hashimotos, JHS/EDS, ANA negative, 1 Fallopian tube
DH - 41
TTC #1 Aug 2012 - May 2014
DS - Born Jan 2015
TTC #2 since Aug 2016
May 2017 :bfp:

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2004 - 7.5 weeks
Oct 2013 - 6w6d ruptured ectopic
Jan 2014 - Chemical

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Re: Such bad timing

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Fri Jan 17, 2014 5:23 am

Thanks -

You have a BFP - thats wonderful :congrats: Fx for a sticky one for you

I'm doing ok - trying to keep busy really - and we are going to scatter my boys ashes tomorrow - down at the beach x
Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

TTC#2 since Jan 2013
:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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Re: Such bad timing

Postby B Michaelson » Fri Jan 17, 2014 6:43 am

Thaks Rachna. :)

That is sweet. I think that is a great place.

Sending lots of love to you and the family.
Me - 36
Hashimotos, JHS/EDS, ANA negative, 1 Fallopian tube
DH - 41
TTC #1 Aug 2012 - May 2014
DS - Born Jan 2015
TTC #2 since Aug 2016
May 2017 :bfp:

:angel: Our Angels :angel:
2004 - 7.5 weeks
Oct 2013 - 6w6d ruptured ectopic
Jan 2014 - Chemical

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Re: Such bad timing

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Mon Jan 20, 2014 9:08 am

Oh hun just saw the change in your sig - so sorry - it sucks.

big hugs :hugs:
Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

TTC#2 since Jan 2013
:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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Re: Such bad timing

Postby B Michaelson » Mon Jan 20, 2014 12:44 pm

Thanks Rachna. This is not a fun club to be a member of. Ugh. I am just thankful it wasn't another ectopic. I was really scared for a few days there.

How was the weekend? Was it difficult? Hope you are doing ok.
Me - 36
Hashimotos, JHS/EDS, ANA negative, 1 Fallopian tube
DH - 41
TTC #1 Aug 2012 - May 2014
DS - Born Jan 2015
TTC #2 since Aug 2016
May 2017 :bfp:

:angel: Our Angels :angel:
2004 - 7.5 weeks
Oct 2013 - 6w6d ruptured ectopic
Jan 2014 - Chemical

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Re: Such bad timing

Postby littlemissbroody27 » Tue Jan 21, 2014 1:53 am

Yeah...silver linings and all right, very glad that it wasnt another ectopic.

The weekend was difficult, made even more so as DH has got really bad flu so I had DS to deal with and all the feelings that go with it...
Guilt that I'm not being normal for DS and beging grateful that I have him, Guilt that i'm not fully thinking about my angel, upset that we can't bd coz DH is ill and I think i'm O'ing early this month...ie now!, and just totally utterly exhausted...its been a long weekend.

Hope you're ok x
Me (Rachna) - 33
DH - 45
DS - 3

TTC#2 since Jan 2013
:angel2: 29 Aug 2013 (19w5d) I love you my beautiful baby boy :cry:
:angel2: 6 Jan 2014 (approx 5w)
:angel2: 14 Apr 2014 (8 weeks)
:bfp: 23rd May 2014
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Re: Such bad timing

Postby B Michaelson » Tue Jan 21, 2014 5:24 am

The cycle of emotions is so frustrating. I'm sorry it wasn't a better weekend. I hope DH feels better soon and you can get some well needed rest.

Sometimes I wonder if it ever gets easier. I have moments where I feel great and re-energized then I go back to just wanting to climb back into bed and avoid life.
Me - 36
Hashimotos, JHS/EDS, ANA negative, 1 Fallopian tube
DH - 41
TTC #1 Aug 2012 - May 2014
DS - Born Jan 2015
TTC #2 since Aug 2016
May 2017 :bfp:

:angel: Our Angels :angel:
2004 - 7.5 weeks
Oct 2013 - 6w6d ruptured ectopic
Jan 2014 - Chemical

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