You guys are so sweet asking about how I am doing.
History: THATS A LINE, Not a squinter at all! CONGRATS! YOU'RE PREGNANT AHHHH.
I did not give up my coffee. I cut back. I usually drink 2 cups but I drink one 10oz cup (usually dont even finnish it) in the am. Up to 165mg is okay which is one cup about of coffee. I get migraines and stopping the coffee triggers those so I jsut cut back
Highland: I have everything crossed and I'm praying too! When do you usually O? My periods are always sorta like you described, they start sorta dark and sludgelike, then go to red, then i spot more sludge for a few days. But what is normal for me, may not be normal for you. But I wouldn't freak out. Hopefully you get a nice ripe egg this month!!
SMS- AWWWWWWWWWWW So cute! Looking great!
Me- Hubs extended another 21 days! He will be back Feb 7th and we're treading water. That leaves me caring for two littles, by myself in the first trimester. That makes me superwoman bitches! HAHAHHA
I always felt like I was gonna have twins, my daughter is telling me Jesus told her there is two, I had that weird mass thing on my first u/s that all the girls in a fb group were like, oh yeah, that happened to me, it was a twin a few days behind... I have reason to suspect twins... oh and the moment I tested there was a DOUBLE RAINBOW on the door from my window with the way the light casted it...... I am one of those sign people. And I thought, maybe, it was a double rainbow bc I tested on the anniversary of my first rainbow. And now.... I'm like... no, there were 2. At some point, there were 2. So my u/s is FRIDAY and I am so nervous, obssessing, going crazy wondering if we will see 0,1,or 2. I am looking for HB's on my doppler like everyday, it's probably borderline unhealthy.... I told myself no more till Friday. I hate not knowing so I am like looking for 2 hbs which is a waste bc you cant hear two most the time this early anyway bc they beat in unison and are usually pretty close to each other.So I AM getting a HB! YAYYY. I'm 11 weeks and I really need to stop usuing this thing but the 12 u/s always brings me a little PTSD.
Anyway, I am SOOOO tired this week. SOOO tired I have no energy for anything. Except to walk to the kitchen, eat, and walk to the couch. And Hubs extended his deployment another 21DAYS so in a funk about that. I dont see how I will go on. But I must. This feels Impossible at the moment and I felt relatively good previously. Funny story, I cried to him on the phone bc he wasn't here to get me a cheeseburger. lol. SO HUNGRY all the time.
Please pray my parents don't kill me when I tell them im pregnant at 16w. We were gonna tell them at 9 but HUBBY keeps extending and honestly, my mom esprecially MAY kill me. I mean my pregnancy will be almost halfway over! If I tell them now all they will do is worry. Plus I dont feel right telling them without DH here! But my bump is getting big. Another funny story- i get meals delivered and cooked by this lady 3x a week and my MIL tells me "oh hunnie, don't worry, I'd be putting on weight too if I was eating all those meals bu myself." NOT KIDDING. I DIED A LITTLE IN MY HEAD. LOL