Winter Wishes 3

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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Nickysy » Thu Dec 29, 2016 4:48 am

Wish and Andi: I am so sorry to hear all of this. I am sad and having tears in my eyes. I really am wishing I had an answer to all of this, but I dont. You can ramble, cry, mourn, grieve. And we will all be here to support. Talk to someone if you need to. Do not shy away. I am sending hugs and positive prayers your way.I am hoping your doc can give you better answers to your questions.
Wish, you can def take the break if you think that is going to help you. Sometimes, taking a small step back helps big time.
Andi, you dont have to use FF. Just mark cd1. Hugs.

I am having you girls in my thoughts and prayers. Sometimes i wonder, if the purpose of evolution and all species is to reproduce, why do some of us have it so difficult. I myself keep battling between days filled with hope and those with despair. Unable to understand if I am ever even capable of getting pregnant.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Nickysy » Thu Dec 29, 2016 4:55 am

Danaa: I agree with Fly, sometimes you just need to let the matter go. That female really needs help. And I hope she gets some.

Faith: Thanks for the help on IVI. My common o is also cd12/13. And we have been doing the same thing. And i kept wondering if it is right. But we have to, because with DH crazy schedules, it becomes a necessity some time. We managed it once this month too. Despite dtd all the other days. Have you ever tried the cups? They arent easily available in India though.

Fly: Good luck with the appointment. I am hoping Remy is busy cooking well!

Courtney: Fxed this is your cycle. And you got another bd session in. When are you expecting AF? Are you going to test? My SIL got me 6 (2 sets of three) FRERs ordered from U.S. BIL had gone for an official work, and he got them. It was a surprise. I am scared to test at all.
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Nov-Dec 2015- Clomid plus trigger- BFN
HSG-Feb 2016: Tubes perfectly clear
March 2016 IUI: Clomid+Estrogen+ HCG trigger+ Progesterone: BFN
Feb and March 2017- IUI ( Clomid + Hcg Trigger+ Progesterone)- BFN

IVF#1- May-June 2017: 6 embabies frozen on day 3. No fresh transfer.

FET#1- Oct 2017: 3 embabies * day 3 Transferred. Chemical pregnancy.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Danaa » Thu Dec 29, 2016 4:56 am

Wish,Andi hugs to you!!
My heart breaks for you two.
I wish i could make things better for you but i know nothing can help now.
Andi talk to ur doc about blood clotting and nk cells and genetic karyotyping for you and ur DH,even if you do get Ivf and you have one of these problems the chances for you to misscarry are high,I marked cd1 the day I started bleeding heavily.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Danaa » Thu Dec 29, 2016 4:58 am

Nicky i hate the frer but if it will bring you ur bfp im going to love it.
Regarding the woman,she wrote again and now she doesn't want to go get a scan.....im done,i said my thoughts and im not going to answer to her anymore bcs i might say some hurtful things to her.
Nicky when are you testing?
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FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Momma-of4 » Thu Dec 29, 2016 6:38 am

Wish and andi my heart goes out to you both and whoz for her recent miscarriage. It's just an unfair cruel life sometimes. Andi I'm sorry you had to go through that especially Christmas night. Wish it's ok to be not ok. Wish it sounds like you have a very caring dr and he will help you as well. It's not fair to be so overjoyed at being pregnant then have it taken away moments later. Andi I hope you find answers and I'm sure you will. Wish it's ok if you need some time away. We are here for you guys and will support you in anyway we can.

Danaa did you say your appt is today?

I don't even feel like talking about myself right now bc I don't want to be insensitive to anyone but so I will keep it short. I just wanted to say it looks like I finally od.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Danaa » Thu Dec 29, 2016 6:51 am

Courtney im so happy to see ur temperature rise!!!
Soooo happy!!
My apoiment is Tuesday ....still a few days away.
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Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a loss around 5 weeks
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Momma-of4 » Thu Dec 29, 2016 6:56 am

Sorry for some reason I thought it was today.

Fly def let us know how your appt goes.

Nicky congrats on getting some frers! I hope they show you a bfp!!

Faith I' have everything crossed for you girl!!

Whoz you are getting close!!

loz I hope you are doing ok.

Star how are you doing?

Mk aren't you in tww too?
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby whoz » Thu Dec 29, 2016 10:36 am

WIsh and Andi, I am so incredibly sorry for your losses. The baby, the hope, the expectation, the joy. It's gone. I am so very sorry. I am so upset for you guys right now.

And Andi, the pain you had to go through, and on Christmas.

Wish, the anticipation of the miscarriage killed me as well. They said it could be a day or four months--they didn't know. I am so so very sorry. I am so sad.

Life can feel so bleak sometimes. Last night I was so upset about hearing Wish's news after Andi's news that i told DH I was so depressed I couldn't BD. We did end up BD, but I didn't have a lot of joy in it. I am starting to feel like giving up TTC, too.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Wishfull » Thu Dec 29, 2016 12:01 pm

They didn't see anything to suggest it is in my tubes. Most likely just stopped growing. Will have blood test weekly until my levels are below 10.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Nickysy » Thu Dec 29, 2016 12:08 pm

Andi, Whoz : Hugs.. I have you girls in my prayers.I can so imagine the feeling of giving up. Even if I try, I know I wont be able to understand the pain you had to go through. All I can do is to tell you that we are all here. And you can talk when you feel like it. And I will pray that you get all the strength to move forward.

Wish: Thats a small mercy. Glad to hear that tubes are fine. Gives me hope that you can and will be a beautiful mom soon.
Courtney: So glad you finally had a temp rise. Hoping that is your miracle egg.

Danaa: Glad that you decided not to answer her. Tues still seems like days away.Fxed for your beautiful babies.

I hope EOE is doing well.
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Nov-Dec 2015- Clomid plus trigger- BFN
HSG-Feb 2016: Tubes perfectly clear
March 2016 IUI: Clomid+Estrogen+ HCG trigger+ Progesterone: BFN
Feb and March 2017- IUI ( Clomid + Hcg Trigger+ Progesterone)- BFN

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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Danaa » Thu Dec 29, 2016 1:11 pm

Ugh more spotting today,it was brown earlier and we called the doc and he said is ok if is brown but i noticed is a tiny bit red now,is not alot really but so very worrying.
I don't think my scan will bring me good news.....
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Momma-of4 » Thu Dec 29, 2016 2:02 pm

Danaa can you go into tomorrow for another blood draw or early scan? I would at least call and ask.
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Danaa » Thu Dec 29, 2016 2:06 pm

Momma-of4 wrote:Danaa can you go into tomorrow for another blood draw or early scan? I would at least call and ask.

I can get another beta but i don't know how that would help,probably my numbers are still high even if i will misscarry bcs I haven't started bleeding yet.a scan at this point won't show much and i would rather not see my babies on the scan and get more attach to them just to have another misscariage and have my heart broken into pieces.....i will have to wait....
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After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a loss around 5 weeks
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 ?
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby Danaa » Thu Dec 29, 2016 2:07 pm

It doesn't seem fair to me to go trough this again....I would have just rather not get pregnant at all.
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After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a loss around 5 weeks
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
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Re: Winter Wishes 3

Postby AndiA108 » Thu Dec 29, 2016 2:09 pm

Hi ladies, on my phone so it's hard for me to read every post.

Wish, I'm just now learning of your miscarriage. I am so sorry! It is hard but trust me when I say each day gets a little better. I am reading a book called "Angels on Eart" and it's just short stories of kind acts people have experienced. It's helping me see that there is still good in this world. The waiting for the actually MC to take place is the worse. So I started spotting the night of 21st then actually miscarried night of 25th - morning of 26th. So it took about 4/5 days. My best advice is to keep on top of the IB-Profen. I also got the night time one to help me sleep. Thinking of you!! Wish we could have a physical meeting to all just hug each other.

Dana - praying the spotting is not bad news! We do not need any more bad news in this group!

Nicky - thanks for the kind words and prayers! Prayers mean the world to me right now so please do continue to pray for strength to get through this!
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