So nice to see all you ladies. (and hoping Crumpet will be back soon).
Keri - thank you for creating the new thread!
Janeite - I hope you're still ok over there

Fabel - this is the year we're meeting your little one... how does it feel?
Andia (and Crumpet) - it's not an easy road - it's been three months for me now (and yes the kids keep me busy so my mind is not on it much) - today is our youngest 5th birthday!
But I digress, what I wanted to say is...this is from my point of view ... it's a long road, and what makes it even harder after a miscarriage is that your body doesn't play along well... it's almost as if it's sulking... you don't know if your ovulating or if the few days of spotting can be considered a period. All your regular menstruation /ovulation symptoms are no longer there, so you can't even judge by those. If I was going to jump ride on the BB Bandwagon , I would have been frustrated right now.
I lost my baby @ almost 2 months... and it's been 3 months(well next week it's officially 3 months) now, and it's seems my body is going to lay dormant until the '9" months are up... it really does feel that way.
Oh did I mention my boobs have not gone down in size yet?
I've taken up walking... and I'm hoping to move onto running... I've set myself a goal... to RUN a 5km

I'ts realistic and I believe I can do (it'll also help with losing a little weight, cause I'm tired of my little (read big) muffin top now.
All I can say is that we all grief and deal in different ways... I'm still grieving ...butnow I have something to take my aggression out on...the road... I'm feeling abit down today... maybe it's because I took a pregnancy test yesterday, just to make sure there is nothing there or the fact that it is the youngests' birthday. I can't wait for my work day to finish so that I can hit the tar!