Hey ladies! Seems like I post regularly then I'm gone for awhile. lol I'm also on my phone so I have a hard time looking back to see all the personals.
Danaa Are you and dh ok now?
Loz it's so funny your mil and dh keep calling it implantation day the transfer day even after you've explained it is not. My mil is the same way. She asked on my 6 week ultrasound if we knew the gender! lol I said way to early and just to get her panties in a wad we told her we aren't finding out. Which we've stuck to that decision but she can't stand it. I know it's hard to have hope and expect the best trust me I do.
Faith I really hope you feel better. Are you upping your dosage if this month doesn't work? Praying it does though.
Whoz I'm so glad you got a script for clomid. I think another reason you don't want to take clomid too many months in a row is bc it can thin your lining too. I'm so excited for you! I'm praying this is all you need. I had a very negative attitude when I started clomid and I just knew it wasn't going to work. Infacr when I got pg it was such a surprise bc I wasn't expecting it.
Star how are you? Have your cycles straightened out any? I hope the ovaboost works wonders for you
do you have any plans to do ivf again?
Andi I hope you are doing good and are able to relax some going into 2nd Tri. How many weeks are you?
Nicky when do you expect af? Do you have a protocol yet?
I'm really excited for everyone to be back and resuming ttc
I do miss the excitement of it all.
Baby where you been hun? Hope all is well.
Fly where are you? I haven't been on fb much
So I've reached 17 weeks. I just can't shake the feeling that something is wrong though. I feel like I should be feeling movement by now and I don't. I know I find heartbeat all of the time now but I'm worrying baby is too small. I can't wait for my anatomy scan to hear my baby is healthy. I'm scared to the core of going in there and then telling me something is wrong. I've had a really tough couple of years and did some things I'm not proud of and I keep fearing like god is going to punish me for it by letting my baby not be healthy. However I know those are lies and god is not like that. I know that's not his character, but I'm just really scared. Bad things happen it's not that god allows it. I know know that! I'm just fighting off stupid thoughts. I'm not gaining weight staying steady and I just don't seem to be growing. Sometimes I just wish I would've gotten the blood test to check for abnormalities so I'd know. I mean at my age the risk for downs in 1 in a couple hundred. That stuff is bothering me. I know I'd love my baby if something were wrong. That's not in question I just don't know how I would handle that news. Sorry I don't mean to be a downer I'm just really struggling with all of this right now. I tell no one else just share it here bc I know this is a place I can be real. I've had a couple of nights of rough sleep but the last two have been good. Thankfully! I'm a bear without good sleep. I did my nails yesterday and I don't like them. I hate putting all of that hard work in and time just to want to redo them. Lol shellac and stamping aren't near as easy as removable polish! Oh well enough about that.