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Re: New Beginnings

Postby faithrock » Tue Nov 21, 2017 5:53 am

starmint: Hey there! Hope all is well.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby 7Mk1973 » Wed Nov 22, 2017 3:24 pm

Hello lovely ladies. Just that and sticky vibes, baby dust and hugs. Will do personals later when I'm not so tired from work.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby faithrock » Wed Nov 22, 2017 6:03 pm

MK: HUGS..gets some rest.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby AndiA108 » Wed Nov 22, 2017 7:48 pm

Hi ladies, I have some terrible unbelievable news. On Saturday I did not feel movement all morning. We did kick counts and nothing. We went into the hospital and the doctors were unable to find a heart beat. Our little boy was gone. His cord got into a knot and doctors described it as a car crash. I still can't believe he is gone. Thursday i had an appointment and his heart was beating good as ever. This makes absolutey no sense to me what so ever. How could God give us this rainbow baby to take him away at 39 weeks. We were so close. Why was there not a sign to let the doctors take him out just a day earlier. I had a csection to deliver him. We both got to hold him in our arms and he was so perfect. He just looked like he was about to wake up. This is unbearable. I miss him so much and would do anything to have him back.
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10/2016 - Clomid Challenge Test 100mg - Responded well
11/2016 - Clomid 100mg - BFP 12/03/2016 -- Ended in a miscarriage: 12/22/2016

3 months after our miscarriage... 03/22/2017 - Unexpected BFP. Praying this is our rainbow baby.
04/11/2017 - 6w5d saw the heartbeat!
04/19/2017 - 8w5d heartbeat still strong @ 178 :D
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Our baby boy passed away at 39 weeks due to a true knot in his cord. Our hearts are broken.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby faithrock » Wed Nov 22, 2017 8:45 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: Oh, dear GOD!!! Andia!! NO!! This is a nightmare. I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Nickysy » Wed Nov 22, 2017 9:49 pm

No Andi.. This just cant be. F**k. Hun. I am so so so sorry. Damn it. I wish i was there to hug you. This seems like a nightmare.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Momma-of4 » Wed Nov 22, 2017 11:51 pm

Oh andi I'm so incredibly sorry to hear this! I feel so bad for you and your husband. I know there is a lot of wondering if something could've done differently. Cord accidents are very very rare. I can't imagine what you must be going through. I'm just so so sorry. Hugs and prayers for you both. We are all here for you and feel free to talk all you need to if it helps you get through this.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Danaa » Thu Nov 23, 2017 3:22 am

Andi........I don’t know what to say....I’m soooooo soooo sorry,my heart breaks for you and your husband.
May your little boy Rest In Peace !!
I’m soooo angry,so fuckinng angry,I wish I could scream.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Nickysy » Thu Nov 23, 2017 5:33 am

Andi: Still thinking of you. Unable to believe what just happened.
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Nov-Dec 2015- Clomid plus trigger- BFN
HSG-Feb 2016: Tubes perfectly clear
March 2016 IUI: Clomid+Estrogen+ HCG trigger+ Progesterone: BFN
Feb and March 2017- IUI ( Clomid + Hcg Trigger+ Progesterone)- BFN

IVF#1- May-June 2017: 6 embabies frozen on day 3. No fresh transfer.

FET#1- Oct 2017: 3 embabies * day 3 Transferred. Chemical pregnancy.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby faithrock » Thu Nov 23, 2017 10:27 am

Andia: :( you are all I can think about. I know words are of little comfort but I'm praying your dear little boy is resting in peace. :(
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Danaa » Thu Nov 23, 2017 11:10 am

Same here ....Im speechless
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After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 MMC at the 10 weeks ultrasound.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Loz28 » Thu Nov 23, 2017 3:14 pm

Andi, my heart is absolutely shattered for you. I am so angry and upset on your behalf, this isn't fair. I can't believe it. We are here for you if you want to talk. Love & hugs to you and your husband.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby Nickysy » Thu Nov 23, 2017 8:41 pm

Andi: I seriously am struggling with what to say.
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Mild endometriosis and PCOD diagnosed feb 2015, DH: Slightly low morphology, great counts.

Nov-Dec 2015- Clomid plus trigger- BFN
HSG-Feb 2016: Tubes perfectly clear
March 2016 IUI: Clomid+Estrogen+ HCG trigger+ Progesterone: BFN
Feb and March 2017- IUI ( Clomid + Hcg Trigger+ Progesterone)- BFN

IVF#1- May-June 2017: 6 embabies frozen on day 3. No fresh transfer.

FET#1- Oct 2017: 3 embabies * day 3 Transferred. Chemical pregnancy.
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Re: New Beginnings

Postby starMint » Fri Nov 24, 2017 9:30 am

Andi - My heart breaks for you - I don't even know how to give comfort to you at this time. Just know that we all mourn with you. I hope you were able to get some pictures and some comfort with holding your baby in your hands. Sending love -
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IVF#2 - 19 eggs retrieved(12/8/16) (11 mature) 10 fertilized, 0 blasts
7 units hGH x 43 days (from 10/24 until trigger), 150iu Follistim+150iu Menopur x 13 days (with last three days the Menopur dropped to 75iu; 4x250iu Ganirelix), 2000iu hcg + Luprene trigger
IVF#1 26 eggs retrieved (9/16/16), 14 fertilized, 0 blasts
225iu Follistim + 75iu Menopur x 13 days (last two days the Follistim dropped to 150iu; 4xGanirelix), 2000iu hcg + Luprene trigger + 2mg Estradiol


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Re: New Beginnings

Postby 7Mk1973 » Fri Nov 24, 2017 12:44 pm

Andia I'm so sorry. I know that is of very little comfort, but I don't have the words for the sadness I feel for you and your dh. Hugs.
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