UPDATE:Disappointed Member of the 1 Year Club

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UPDATE:Disappointed Member of the 1 Year Club

Postby AngelMommy4248 » Mon Feb 06, 2012 1:31 pm

Hey ladies. Sorry I haven't been on here in such a long time. I don't have a computer at home and my cell isn't advanced enough to download a site this big. February marks a year for us TTC. Last month, we thought we had finally gotten our BFP. AF had showed up right on time but she was very light and only lasted 3 days. So I started testing after and with EPT got 4 very faint but visible + lines. So we bought some FRERs and when held up to the light, lo and behold, there was a shadow where the second line should have been! I took about 4 EPTs and 4 FRERs that all showed like this, but 2 Clearblue digitals were negative. Unconvinced and nearly mad from the anxiety, I broke down and had a blood test, which to both our dismay, was 100% negative. We were heartbroken. We thought we had finally hit it. I decided then and there that I was not going to take any more HPTs ever again. :cry: We had an appointment planned with the fertility specialist this month but DH got laid off and we lost our insurance so I have to cancel the appointment. At this point we are giving everything up to God. It appears He doesn't think now is the right time in our lives to have a little one. So for now, we are taking a break and are just going to try to enjoy BDing again without the added pressure. We are just going to let God take over and let whatever happens happen. He will decide the right time for us. In the meantime, I just had my gallbladder removed a week ago tomorrow and am recovering from the surgery. We are trying to ease ourselves back into the fun part, (though I think I may be trying a little too hard!) ;)
I don't have more time right now to catch up but hopefully I will get a chance to soon. If we don't take a road trip with our tax refund, I would like to get a home computer, either a desktop or a laptop. I will be back on as soon as possible. I wish all you ladies luck and hope you get your BFPs soon!
4/24/08- DD Born
10/30/09- DD Grew Wings
2/2011- Began TTC
6/24/11- We got married!
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Postby HBosserman » Sat Feb 11, 2012 5:36 pm

So sorry to hear all that! But you are right, God has a plan, and really, its only going to happen no matter how hard you try in His time! :) Good luck with everything! Im sure it will happen for the both of you soon!
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