I haven't been happy for a long time...

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I haven't been happy for a long time...

Postby WBourne » Thu Mar 22, 2012 4:18 am

...and it can't just be 'fixed'

I had to get that out and thus is the only place I could

Me (Wendy) 30,
Hubby 34 -full count 'average', washes up perfect
TTC since Sept '10
DX Sept '11 with moderate endo, pcos, blocked right tube.
Laparoscopy Sept '11 - removed all endo, healthy tubes.
Oct '11 - Metformin 1000mg synthroid .25
Double iui, clomid 50mg with trigger :bfn:
Acupuncture & chinese herbs
IVF #1 July 17th 2012 :bfp: 9dp3dt
(6 follicles, 2 empty, 3 mature eggs.
One fertilized, perfect 8cell embryo 3dt)
14dpo beta 128!
6w2d beta 45,000 something :shock:
7w1d :hb: 155

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Postby maddy » Thu Mar 22, 2012 8:33 am

:hugs: I understand :hugs:
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Postby alinat » Sun Mar 25, 2012 5:32 pm

:hugs: I also completely understand
Me:41 (Alison) :love: DH:32 (no children of his own)
DD 19
DD 16
DS 12

TTC since June 2009
TCM and acupuncture for 2 years
:angel: July 2010
:angel: September 2011
:angel: January 2012
:angel: August 2012 - 16w4d - Matthew - Complications due to Trisomy 21
DOR and poor egg quality due to age :(
IVF # 1 :bfn:
IVF#2 :bfn:
IVF#3 :bfn:
Two rounds of prescribed Clomid 50mg - both :bfn:
After 5 years we have finally conceded defeat and given up TTC.
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Postby kitcat1105 » Mon Mar 26, 2012 4:48 pm

Lately I've been trying to focus on the positives in life, but I feel sad a lot too.
It bugs me that this is taking away from enjoying life,
Me 35 DH 41 TTC since Oct 2010
"Unexplained Infertility"
1st IUI March 4th (50 mg. clomid) - BFN
2nd IUI end of April (50 mg. clomid) - BFN
3rd IUI end of May (50 mg. clomid) - BFN
4th IUI June 18 (50 mg clomid) - BFN
August IVF
ER Thurs 8/9!
5 DT Tuesday 8/14- Transfered 1 5 day blast, 3 potential frosties
Beta Fri Aug 24th -bfn
On a break I guess. Thinking about getting a lap done.

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Postby lovebabytime » Mon Apr 02, 2012 9:13 am

:hugs: Hang in there..
Me: 34 DH: 36
Together since 1997, Married in July 2003
DD born 10/23/07
TTC#2 since July 2010
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Postby afireinside » Mon Apr 09, 2012 4:43 pm

I feel the same way so completely understand. It seems to take over.... I wish we could all get BFPs and get outta this "funk" but there's nothing easy about this but I know in the end it will be worth it :)

Hang in there..... ((hugs))
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BFP on FRER April 29th
Beta 1: 525 Beta 2:1139
U/S 5w: We're expecting TWINS!!!
U/S 8w: Baby A :hb: 171bpm, Baby B :hb: 166bpm
U/S 11w: Baby A :hb: 161bpm, Baby B :hb: 164bpm
U/S 15w: Baby A :hb: 141bpm, Baby B :hb: 141bpm

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Postby Vinerunner » Fri Apr 13, 2012 7:34 am

I completely understand. Like some of the other ladies here said, you just have to take it day by day and try to find the moments of hapiness. I've driven myself, DH, and all my friends crazy.
ME: 37 DH: 37
Began TTC in 2008 (4 Angel babies)
BFP: June 2012
DD Born: 20 Mar 2013

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