Me and my best friend just both had a baby in 2012 and then both had a MMC last year. She, now 42, conceived again within a few months and this time it seems to be going great. Me, on the other hand, who's 10 years younger than her, is still trying and hoping and hurting. I am really happy for her, why the hell not? she wants a baby and she deserves a baby and this might be her last chance to have a baby. But am i jealous of her bump, her proud story of her shooting hormones has tranferred her into a different person? YES!!! Does it bother me sometimes she gets a little short and snaps? YES!!! but what i do except deal with it because i like her and i want her to be around in my life.
I am sitting here, waiting for AF to arrive today or tomorrow. I did not test this month but i can feel AF is on her way. I dont know what else to do. all the tests are clear. I use OPKs and temping. Clearly i am ovulating and clearly i have sex twice a day during my fertile window. What else should i do to get pregnant???