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Postby lcp710 » Thu May 31, 2012 1:52 pm

Ha ha ha, I don't want to do that to my students either :-)

nevergivingup - I am soooooo happy for you! Whew! At least now you know that the m/c is over. Now after AF is gone, you can start trying again! Yay :-)

As for me, I'm currently 7dpo. Not going to POAS anytime soon because I'm sure it will be a BFN. But yesterday and today I've had slight cramping, been very tired, and my bbs are a little sore. Unfortunately, this is not unusual for me the week before AF rears her ugly head. DH and I did everything we could this month so we'll see. AF is supposed to show on June 9.

Hope you're all doing well!!! It's DH's birthday today so we're getting ready to throw some steaks on the grill and have a nice bottle of wine :-)
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March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby nevergivingup » Thu May 31, 2012 2:50 pm

O that sounds really nice!! I really love grilled food!! Happy Birthday to ur DH, dont worry you're going to give him a late B-day present....A BFP!! It drives me crazy that the symptons for pre-menstrual are very similiar to pregnancy implantation as well as mc.Its soooo awful. U do have a while to test until June 9th, how can you ever be sooo patient? i could never but i guess its best to wait for that BFP then see that awful BFN. Well i hope u n Dh enjoy today and have fun if anything and have a glass of wine for me and my AF. I hope to where you are soon...TWW. FX for u ma'am. mean it!!
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Postby lcp710 » Thu May 31, 2012 6:00 pm

Dinner was delicious! We ended up going out because DH wanted a birthday vodka tonic, and we didn't have anything here. But we went to a new restaurant and the food is amazing! I definitely had a glass of wine :)

So 7dpo for me. I was super crampy today, but now nothing except slightly sod bbs. So we'll see. I really don't want to test early because I'm so tired of seeing BFNs. I just don't know. Only time will tell. Stupid tww...

Hope you're doing well :)
Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby baby4me2012 » Thu May 31, 2012 6:19 pm

Nevergivingup, I am so glad to hear that you finally have an answer and can start ttc very soon.. Thanks for the encouraging words in your last post about us, maybe God sent us all to each other to help each other out.

Lcp710, I am sick of BFN's and Tww too. It's so frustrating and stressful. I just hate it.

I am waiting to test on the 15th, but I feel like this month was a waste I havent had any type of symptoms and just feel like I'm out. I could be wrong, but I just feel discouraged right now.

Wishing you ladies the best of luck this month, if any of you girls have facebook private message me on here and I will add you.
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Postby nevergivingup » Fri Jun 01, 2012 5:27 am

Lcp710, oooh you n Dh night sounded perfect!! Vodka Tonic, havent ever tried that but o my it sounds like it's pretty Serious :D A restaurant with great food always make the day better. Dont get down, stay positive. You will get it bc i would never never have premenstrual symptons this early b4 AF. I'll usually have premenstrual sysmptons like maybe 5 days before, but thats my crazy body. But im sure you got it, all we can do is wait with our FX!!

Baby4me2012, now dont you start talking crazy :D..stay positive ma'am, you'll be surprise. With my first pregnancy i dont remember any sysmptons but at the same time i wasnt looking for any either bc it we were NTNP.But my FX'd for you ma'am too, praying both of y'all will get BFP but at least y'all are in the TWW, im still babysitting AF(which im happy for)

ps. I kept telling my DH yesterday that my cycle is on, my cycle is on, in excitement and he was like thank goodness bc i know ur insides were rotten due to not having one since Dec.10th 2011 :shock:

At least yal dont have the prego look like me due to my bloatness and weight gain from previous mc and depression. Bc of my belly i get caught up in the moment and forget, IM NOT PREGNANT!! :shock: :wink: .......i know im working on that now..GYM FLOW!!
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Postby lcp710 » Fri Jun 01, 2012 6:07 am

I hear ya about the gym...I am so out of shape. Been going to yoga and that's been nice, but my stomach has been constantly bloated since I started Clomid so I want to get rid of that and just get in shape so I can actually push out a baby!

So symptoms have stopped today but no temperature dip. I usually don't get AF cramps a whole week before she comes, so I thought that was weird. My bbs are a little sore but to terrible. I took a test and of course BFN, but I'm only 8dpo so I'll just wait until next week. I have to go to a baby shower tomorrow (oh joy) so I definitely will not test tomorrow morning...don't want to be depressed at the shower!

I'm trying to stay positive this month, and I'm thinking positive thoughts for both of you too! I hope you both have a wonderful weekend :)
Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby baby4me2012 » Tue Jun 05, 2012 6:09 pm

Just seeing how you ladies are doing. I am doing okay. I am in my last week of Tww. I am trying to stay positive and keeping my fingers crossed until the 15th, the day I am testing. When are you girls going to test? Hope to hear from you soon.
I am 28 years old, dp is 36
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Diagnosed with PCOS May 2008
Prescribed Metformin May 2008
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Postby baby4me2012 » Tue Jun 05, 2012 8:26 pm

Are you kidding me right now?! I am devastated. I just found out that my cousin is pregnant. She was just talking the other day about wanting children vs. not wanting children. Here I am, desperate to have a child. There's nothing I want more than that and she could care less. Just another reminder that I am a genetic failure. Of course she has it plastered all over facebook. I almost deleted her I was so upset, I did delete her post though. I am just really upset, I could use your support. Thanks.
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Postby nevergivingup » Wed Jun 06, 2012 3:36 pm

Hi baby4me2012, sorry i was MIA, was really busy this week. But MY fingers are soooo crossed for u that you get that BFP!!! Ur are sooo brave to wait til the last day. I know exactly how u feel about your cousin. Those conversations i still dont know how to handle without telling them how selfish, silly and naive they are. So of course i just smile and congratulate them bc i know my day is coming soon. But the difference is when we do get our rainbow baby we are going to cherish and love ours sooo much more bc it took awhile to get it. My BFF is still chatting on about her little unborn rainbow and yes it does aggravate me sometimes bc i feel it's alittle to premature and inconsiderate on my mc behalf but what can we do?? So im happy for her of course and chat back bc i dont want anything to hinder me from getting my little rainbow bc im mad and jealous at someone's else blessing. We'll get ours soon. Right now i just finished bleeding 2 days ago and the TTC has begun yesterday. Im out of town right now and i already went to 2 walmarts and one Target and a grocery store and none of them had any Preseed...and i refuse to use KY Jelly this time even though i did get prego each time with them. So im getting paranoid bc my mind is too focus on TTC and not into the love making and i forget that...ummm i need to be moist :shock:
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Postby lcp710 » Wed Jun 06, 2012 4:12 pm

@baby4me - I am so sorry about your cousin. I know exactly how you feel!!! A few months ago, I found out one of my cheerleaders who is a senior in high school was pregnant. Then I found out she had an abortion. I was devastated. I mean, we want a baby so bad, I would have adopted that kid! I'm so sorry :( I hope you get your BFP soon! My fingers are crossed for you!

@nevergivingup - Glad the bleeding has stopped! Now you can get back to TTC :) I'm surprised Target didn't have any Pre-Seed. I know you can order it online. Good luck this month!!!

AFM, I am currently 13 dpo and have seen my fair share of BFNs :( AF is due on Friday, and I definitely feel like she is on the way. I've been moody, crying, bitchy, you name it. This has been one of the worst PMS weeks I've had in a long time. Stupid period.

We're going to take a break from Clomid next month. I just need a break. We'll still use OPKs, but I don't think I'm going to temp or check my cervix every morning. I just can't handle the disappointment. I need to g myself right first. Acupuncture is still going well, so I'm keeping up with that :)

Hope you're both doing well! Fx for both of you:)

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Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby baby4me2012 » Wed Jun 06, 2012 6:49 pm

@ lcp710 It is awful that someone close to you had an abortion. That is devastating that we would do anything to give a life and careless girl/women can just want to kill the most precious gift God could give us. The support you have been giving me means alot. I am keeping my fingers crossed for all of us.

@ nevergivingup I understand about being busy. I stay quit busy during the week with work. I'm not that brave waiting to test, I just cant handle the disappointment if I'm wrong. I am glad to hear that the bleeding has stopped for you and you can finally ttc. I will keep my fingers crossed for us all.

AFM, I have almost a week left and I am feeling the symptoms of AF. I have alot of fatigue and am really moody. It could go either way at this point. It is so confusing when Af symptoms can be the same as pregnancy symptoms. I hate it. Talk to you soon.
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We have been ttc for 6 months
Diagnosed with PCOS May 2008
Prescribed Metformin May 2008
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Lost another Angel @ 8 weeks on August 1, 2012 due to a complete Molar Pregnancy
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Postby lcp710 » Thu Jun 07, 2012 10:32 am

Hey gals. Well, AF showed up this morning :( I'm okay with it now, but definitely had a breakdown earlier. We have an appointment with my gyno on the 18th so we'll see what our next step is. I'm not taking Clomid this month, nor am I temping. I need a month off just to relax and have fun with DH. We're going on vacation on July 14, which is around O time, so we'll have a good time :)

Hope you both are doing well! I'll write more later when I'm feeling a little better. Need to take a nap before babysitting my niece tonight...

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Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby baby4me2012 » Fri Jun 08, 2012 4:45 pm

Lcp710 I'm so sorry about your Af showing up, I know how disappointing that can be. I have a feeling I'll be in the same boat in a few days. I think some vacation time will be just perfect for you. Who knows, maybe some relaxation and no pressure might just be the trick for you. fx for you. Hope to hear from you soon.
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Postby nevergivingup » Mon Jun 11, 2012 8:08 am

Hi ladies, sorry i was MIA again, it's soo hard to get on this site while im around DH bc he hates this site....hahaha, he'll rather have me doing nothing while staring at him all day.

Lcp710, im sooo sorry to hear that Darn AF came, but dont give up, we're all in this together. Im very sure you will get that BFP soon, all we can do is wait, right, we will get it. I totally understand about taking a break from the clomid. Dh and i are soo getting tired of hospital bills rolling in faster than we can pay them ughh. Im glad your still in for the acupuncture. Its awful that we pay all this money for this stuff but its not 100% that it will work.

Im totally against Abortion. Some of my friends did abortion and all i can think of is how cruel and evil. They were grown enough to lay down and make it but dont want to take responsibilty for it.

Babyforme2012, how is everything going for u, dont give up my fingers are still crossed for you. Im hoping you will geta BFP with this up coming testing.

Im on CD14, Dh and I been BD everyother day, usually i "O" on this day. I havent bought any more opks bc i dont want to get paranoid with it again, but i will be checking my CP, i just cant help it. Im back home now so i will check the Targets here to see if they have the pre-seed.

i was just watching 16 &ppregnant and the 16 year old gave her baby up for adoption but is going to stay with the father of the baby and hope to have children again when they get old.........mmmnnn my only thing is with that, is they are going to stay together..so they are going to have realations again and what if they get prego again b4 they're ready...are they going in for adoption again...ughhh...people love the easy way out!!

How are yall ladies doing, and what are the plans?
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Postby lcp710 » Mon Jun 11, 2012 11:37 am

Hey ladies! I hope you're all doing well! AF was pretty short this month, and I have an appointment with my gyno on Monday to see what our next step is. I'm trying not to obsess this month, but we'll see how that goes when I get closer to the TWW!

What's going on with you all?
Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
Babies are doing well at CHKD!
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