I need to vent...part 2 :)

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Postby lcp710 » Sun Aug 26, 2012 9:38 am

March 5! Woo hoo! That's not too far away, but I'm sure it feels like an eternity. AF is supposed to show on Tuesday or Wednesday so I'll keep you posted. I'm thinking she'll show but that's okay. I think our RE has some good options and he seems pretty creative. But it would be amazing to get a BFP on my birthday :-) Hope all is well!
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March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby baby4me2012 » Fri Aug 31, 2012 3:03 pm

Sorry girls, it must have seemed that i abandoned you. But i have been without internet for a while & just got it back. Plus, i really didnt have the heart to get on here anyway. I lost my little one & had a d&e on the 8th of august. My doctor said it was a molar pregnancy & i cant even ttc for a year, so ive been devastated. How have you ladies been, hopefully much better than me.
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Postby nevergivingup » Sat Sep 01, 2012 5:59 am

Hi ladies:

Lcp710: O wow your B-day is almost here, that is exciting!!! What do you have planned?? Hopefully AF won't show and you get the best B-day present ever!!! Your RE sounds like he's all for you, which is a great thing!! You'll be prego soon. I know you're tired of hearing it but I know you will, you don't have anything wrong so I'm sure it will happen.

Babyforme2012: O no :cry: I'm sooo soo so Sorry ma'am. I was def worried about you but I so understand about the I-net. I haven't gotten my laptop fixed yet so I'm still using my I-net on my I-Phone. Im sorry you had to go through that, esp. with the D&E, I've been there before with that surgery and I just wanted to be alone for a while too. Waiting for a year is unseen but if that will give the next bean a better chance to survive then it's worth it, and don't worry you will get prego again, after my D&C I did. I will pray that you heal as time passes. And hopefully you'll occupy the wait so you can stay busy, to get your mind off TTC until it's time. Sorry again ma'am.

AFM: Nothing to report. Praying for yal ladies!
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Postby baby4me2012 » Sun Sep 02, 2012 7:54 pm

Thanks nevergivingup, it was definately a very trying time for me. I definately didnt want to shàre my misery with anyone. I just wanted time to myself. I am doing much better now & am now in a healthy place. How are you doing?
I am 28 years old, dp is 36
We have been ttc for 6 months
Diagnosed with PCOS May 2008
Prescribed Metformin May 2008
Lost An Angel on December 31, 2011 @ 5 weeks
Lost another Angel @ 8 weeks on August 1, 2012 due to a complete Molar Pregnancy
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Postby lcp710 » Mon Sep 03, 2012 12:34 pm

Hi ladies!

@Baby4me2012 - I'm so sorry about the miscarriage. I know this year has been difficult for you. I'm praying and hoping that it will get better from here on out :-)

@nevergivingup - how are things going with you?

AFM, not much new. AF showed up 2 days late, that witch. So I'm going to have the HSG done on Wednesday morning. I start teaching/counseling tomorrow so I have to take off the second day of school, which stinks but I have to get it done. RE is hoping that we will get pregnant by December, but we'll see. I may just need a break from all this. I'm so busy anyway.

Hope you're both doing well! I may not be on here much because I'm so busy, but I'll try to check in :-)
Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Postby baby4me2012 » Tue Sep 04, 2012 6:27 pm

Thanks lcp710, this year has been rather difficult for me. You just have to hold your head up high & have faith in the Lord, that he knows whats best. I am in a lot better place then i was a month ago, its made me stronger. I try to focus on the positive, like the fact that i can get pregnant. I still have my bad days though. Like at the doctors office last week, a woman came out of the office thrilled to be pregnant showing off her ultrasound. I overheard her say she was 14 weeks. Thats how old my little angel would have been. I went home and cried my eyes out. Its not easy, but i just take one day at a time. I always keep you guys in my thoughts. I hope you guys are doing well.
I am 28 years old, dp is 36
We have been ttc for 6 months
Diagnosed with PCOS May 2008
Prescribed Metformin May 2008
Lost An Angel on December 31, 2011 @ 5 weeks
Lost another Angel @ 8 weeks on August 1, 2012 due to a complete Molar Pregnancy
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Postby nevergivingup » Wed Sep 05, 2012 9:38 am

LCP710: Yea it sounds like you def have alot going on. And if your RE says hopefully you'll be prego by Dec. then I would def make that my goal long term goal to keep myself positive that you still have time. Sorry AF has shown, soon enough you wont be seeing her. Def take that day off for the HSG, more answers to what's going on is better.

Babyforme: Again I'm sorry, but I'm glad you're trying to stay positive ESP. In the Lord. That's the best way to go, Bc he will give you your miracle baby soon, you just have to trust him, he will. And don't feel bad about breaking down ab your m/c, it's totally normal, I did the same thing as you. After my D&E, I had to go back to the OB and get a follow up from my 12wk loss but i was still in pain cramping but all I saw was prego smiling women with their beautiful big bumps. While I was crying from pain and nothing to show for it.I went home and cried in the shower. But it felt good to cry. It got better as days passed, it's not an Quick emotional recovery, it took me time and I wasn't ready when I got pregnant 5wks later and m/c too. I cried like it wasn't ever going to happen but just like you, I had to put my trust and faith in GOD, and I did and my days got better one day at a time. And even though I'm prego, it's not as fun as I ever imagined it to be. GL ladies!!! I'm always rooting for y'all, always!
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M/C 08/10/12 @ 7wks :angel2:

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Re: I need to vent...part 2 :)

Postby baby4me2012 » Sat Nov 24, 2012 11:13 pm

Sorry girls that I have not been writing, I have been trying to stay away from all things TTC in hopes that it will take TTC off my mind.Well that's not very effective. If I do have it off my mind, a pregnant woman or a baby I see reminds me which is everyday. My doctor says that I absolutely cannot TTC for 9-12 months or I will get pregnant again but that tissue will grow back, hence I will have a 2nd miscarriage and a 2nd surgery and have to wait just as long again. I'm not getting any younger though and my eggs will diminish for all these months until I can try again. I just want to throw these freaking birth control pills away and TTC now. I am just so lost because for the last 5 years (4 w/ an ex and 1 w/ my boyfriend) I have been TTC non stop and now I'm told I cant, I am just so lost. I don't know what to do. Everyone says "take time to heal, get your mind off things." Well these people have kids. What the heck do they know about struggling TTC? Plus I'm PMS'ing tonight, can't you tell? Lol. Anyway I am just struggling with this right now. I don't know what to do with myself. How have you guys been doing? Sorry but I really had to vent, I've held this in for so long and you two are the only ones who understands me. Love you guys, God bless
I am 28 years old, dp is 36
We have been ttc for 6 months
Diagnosed with PCOS May 2008
Prescribed Metformin May 2008
Lost An Angel on December 31, 2011 @ 5 weeks
Lost another Angel @ 8 weeks on August 1, 2012 due to a complete Molar Pregnancy
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Re: I need to vent...part 2 :)

Postby nevergivingup » Sat Dec 01, 2012 6:06 am

HI BABYFORME2012,

I haven't been on much either, I've been so busy with schooling and everything. I'm so sad and sorry to hear ab you having to wait, and I know it's no words that can make you feel at ease with the situation except that time will fly by and you will be back in the TRC game before you know it. I'm def hugging you virtually bc I do feel your pain and know how that feel to have to wait to TTC and knowing you want this so badly. I do hope with time passing that you heal and you find yourself at peace with the situation until you can TTC, bc we def don't want you driving yourself crazy. And boooo on BC pills, I say throw them away...at least that's how I would feel but to take a greater risk and have to wait even longer if you do get pregnant is a risk that isn't worth it, so do what you got to do to get better ma'am and you will be able to concieve once more.

Hi Lcp710!

AFM: Things are going great.
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M/C 05/04/12 @ 5wks :angel2:
M/C 08/10/12 @ 7wks :angel2:

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Re: I need to vent...part 2 :)

Postby lcp710 » Fri Dec 28, 2012 3:39 pm

Hi ladies! Sorry I have been MIA lately. School and work have been nuts! But I graduated earlier this month and got a full time job that I start at the end of January, so I'm really excited about that :) Unfortunately, we're still not pregnant. I did five rounds of Clomid and am now on my third round of Femara and progesterone, so we'll see how that goes. How are you ladies doing?
Married my best friend on July 10, 2010
We have a chocolate lab mix, Bailey, 5 yrs. old :-)
TTC #1 since March 2011
Me 34, DH 35
March 2013 - Follistim 75, Ovidrel, Progesterone, BFP on April 11, 2013!!!!!
Beta #1 April 15, 2013 - 714
Beta #2 April 17, 2013 - 1641
5/6/13: TWO heartbeats!!! Baby #1 - 135 and Baby #2 - 154!!!
5/22: Still have strong heartbeats and fraternal twins! Baby A - 179, and Baby B - 174!!!!
6/12: Baby A (164) and Baby B (162) doing great! Finally out of the first trimester :)
8/8: BOY & GIRL!!!!!! So freaking excited :)
9/21: Luke Allen born at 8:54 p.m.
9/22: Emily Jean born at 12:02 a.m.
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Re: I need to vent...part 2 :)

Postby baby4me2012 » Mon Sep 22, 2014 11:34 am

I don't know if either of you girls are still on here anymore. But, I miss the connection that we had. If you still do, reply back. I would love to hear how you all are doing. I am back in the ttc game after a very long break after losing my angel. I finally feel like I'm emotionally ready, now I just have to get physically ready.
I am 28 years old, dp is 36
We have been ttc for 6 months
Diagnosed with PCOS May 2008
Prescribed Metformin May 2008
Lost An Angel on December 31, 2011 @ 5 weeks
Lost another Angel @ 8 weeks on August 1, 2012 due to a complete Molar Pregnancy
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