We could literally be the same person !
Same ages and health, and my cycles are 28 days like clockwork with EWCM and o day pretty set. I've started temping now as a natural way to keep track.
We've been trying officially 8months and I've been off birth control for almost a year (which I was on for 2yrs prior).
I can totally understand and feel for you. Everyone tells me the same thing. "Just relax, don't stress" to me it all sounds like blah blah blah.
I believe last month I had a chemical pregnancy...
It kind of made a turn around in me. I CAN get pregnant and I will. Stay active and healthy and busy ! If AF comes, she comes. I believe that my body and mind will set the time and tone for my pregnancy. Trust me I still think about it ! I think we need to accept that we are going to think about it, yearn for it, get sad about it but we need to move on. We can't let anything over take our life. We need to be positive and thankful for what we DO have.
I hope this helps.
and you're going to be okay. Motherhood is what we are meant for, and it can and will happen.