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Number six

Postby candyfloss797 » Sun Mar 27, 2011 2:40 am

I got my bfp a week ago at 10dpo, strangely though, it disappered. I tested the next morning and got a bfn and a faint line on different tests. the next 2 days i got more faint barely there line. I was confused and knowing that i need treatment from the very start i went to the early pregnancy assessment centre at the hospital where i was expecting to be given an injection of 10000units of hcg hormone (part of our plans by rpl doctor) They took a blood test which showed my hcg was only 8, they were not very hopeful because this was 4 days after my initial good dark bfp. I was told to come back in 2 days time for another blood test, if this showed that my hcg was increasing then the pg is viable and then they will start treating me with the weekly hcg injections.

Friday morning i had some spotting so wasn't to hopeful. The hospital did my bloods tests which showed that my hcg had dropped to 6. I was sent home to wait for the bleeding to start.

I started bleeding saturday afternoon. Talk about bad timing, saturday was the 5th anniversary of our son's edd. I have got to go back to the hospital again on monday for more blood tests to make sure that the hcg has all gone from my system.

I'm numb right now. This time I'd really got my hopes up that we finally get our take home baby, instead, it was ^i^ number 6 :cry:

We haven't decided whether to try again or not. Part of me wants to keep going no matter what. The other part of me says no, i can't go through this again. With every loss a bit more of me dies inside, there's not much left now
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Postby 35ttc » Sun Mar 27, 2011 6:30 am

I am soo sorry sweetie :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: I wish there was something comforting I could say to you, but i know that no words can ease the pain. I hope that your sticky bean baby is around the corner for you . Take your time and search within yourself, you will heal and know what path will be next for you. Xoxo
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Postby ladyraider » Tue Mar 29, 2011 5:40 pm

Candy I know all to well how you are feeling. I am so sorry you are going through this again. Have the doctors put you on lovenox injections? That is what they did for me after my 4th loss and is how we were blessed with our miracle Danny. We honestly didnt think we would ever have him. Unfortunately our first baby we conceived after Danny we lost at 7 weeks 4 days due to a blighted ovum. I am gutted b/c I thought lovenox would be our miracle cure, but it doesn't help for blighted ovums. So I am at square one, waiting for my body to return to normal so we can try again.

Don't give up. You will have your baby. No matter how hard it gets, keep trying for your baby. if you ever need to talk, feel free to pm me. Take care and big hugss!!
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Postby waitingtobemommy » Fri Apr 01, 2011 8:03 am

Dont know what to say....there's just no words...

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