Here we go again...

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Here we go again...

Postby Leannamoonbody » Tue Mar 26, 2013 4:10 pm

Well here I am again. 10 pregnancies, 9 losses, 1 birth. *SIGH*
I know I can get pregnant. Ive been pregnant twice in 6 months... Something just seems to go wrong. The last one in September I saw my little bean with their heartbeating, and then 1 week later... gone. This time around I am 8 weeks, and there is a baby, but they could not find the yolk sac and no heartbeat. My numbers started to drop, and I have absolutely no cramping or bleeding. So now I have to sit and wait for this to happen. DD is 4 and I do not want her to know what is going on or for me to ruin Easter weekend for her... I am trying to stay strong and move on, but its so hard. Poor DH, I told him not to go to work today after we heard the bad news, and he ended up yelling at a customer who was being a jerk to him. Yeah the customer deserved it and poor DH had no patience after our bad day and now he was sent home and is under review. I feel so terrible. I think I am losing hope that this will ever work out. After 9 losses part of me wants to give up and the other part does not want to since I have gone through all this. Now they want me to see a specialist for fertility. I doubt insurance covers that... and there is no way I have the cash to push foward.
Beta 1: 13
Beta 2: 30
Beta 3: 68
Beta 4: 135
Beta 5: 606
Beta 6: 1433
Beta 7: 1634
end of preg. 4/2013


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Re: Here we go again...

Postby Meggles828 » Tue Mar 26, 2013 10:14 pm

I am so sorry you and your family are going through this. I don't have any advice but please know that you are in my prayers.
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