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Re: don't lose hope

Postby mountainbaby » Thu Jun 05, 2014 6:07 am

Ana, I am so sorry this happened to you again. You and your little angels are in my thoughts.
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Thu Jun 05, 2014 10:47 am

Ana, keep us updated on what the doc says.
Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
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"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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Re: don't lose hope

Postby snookersnoo » Fri Jun 06, 2014 10:44 am

I'm so sorry for the loss of your little one! I don't know you or your story but am touched by your positivity and perseverance!
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby LadycatZ » Tue Jun 10, 2014 8:27 pm

Thank you ladies for your sweet words and thoughts. I'm doing alright. Went to OB today and my uterus is clear. I'm so glad bc I did not want a d&c. Insurance ended up not covering testing on the baby so I went ahead and buried it outside my bedroom window. James Avery makes wooden boxes for their jewelry and I happened to have a little one. My mom had knitted a little rectangle from left over bamboo yarn for my DD to play with and I wrapped the baby in that and put a small clip of each of our hair in the box too. It was really sweet and is comforting to me. After the last mc I somewhat panicked and had the urge to retrieve the baby from the lab and have it cremated but the guy at the funeral place told me it would maybe be the size of a qtip head when all said and done and no guarantee it would actually be the baby's ashes bc it was so small. So this felt peaceful even though I did want to know the cause, I chose to look forward. I know the baby was not healthy or else I would still be carrying.

On another note, I am canceling my appt with the RE in July and my OB is going to run the gamut of blood tests instead. This is the better route bc insurance will cover coming out of her office. And I completely trust her. My list is growing as far as tests to include in the panel. Of anyone has any thoughts or advice on testing please share. Knowledge is power at this point.
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DH - 43
DD - 3
TTC #2 since April 2013. With AEB center since march 2015, autoimmune issues, TTC on hold until Sept/Oct 2015 while undergoing immune treatments for elevated killer cells and clotting disorders.

6 CPs July, 2014 - June, 2015
Angel - natural MMC at 11 weeks 6/4/14, cause unknown
Boy Angel - natural MMC at 12.5 weeks 1/18/14 trisomy 21
Boy Angel - d&c, MMC at 13 weeks 7/31/13 trisomy 13
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Tue Jun 10, 2014 8:34 pm

Im sure they will do a cbc, but recently i had mine done and my platelets were high. idk exactly what it means but i think it can cause clotting issues. I would have them check fsh and amh for egg quality and quantity. I am will be praying you get some answers.
Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
TEAM PINK!!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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Re: don't lose hope

Postby LadycatZ » Tue Jun 10, 2014 8:37 pm

Thank you Rhonda, I've added to the list. How are you? Is your body getting back to normal?
Ana (me) - 37
DH - 43
DD - 3
TTC #2 since April 2013. With AEB center since march 2015, autoimmune issues, TTC on hold until Sept/Oct 2015 while undergoing immune treatments for elevated killer cells and clotting disorders.

6 CPs July, 2014 - June, 2015
Angel - natural MMC at 11 weeks 6/4/14, cause unknown
Boy Angel - natural MMC at 12.5 weeks 1/18/14 trisomy 21
Boy Angel - d&c, MMC at 13 weeks 7/31/13 trisomy 13
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Thu Jun 12, 2014 11:22 pm

im actually doing well, i oed 5-7 days earlier than normal, ( i started on metformin last month) I am currently 6dpo and started testing yesterday with early preg tests. i think i saw a faint line today, but will wait a few more days, I am either pregnant or have insane line eye. :lol:

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Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
TEAM PINK!!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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Re: don't lose hope

Postby ekkotack » Fri Jun 13, 2014 5:27 am

can we see a pic????? pretty pretty please???
Me: Ekko, newly 35 and AMA on the front of my chart :(
DH: Jamie, 33
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby LadycatZ » Fri Jun 13, 2014 7:12 pm

Rhonda, I hope this is it for you! Please keep us posted. I'll be thinking about you! I go in 7/10. It's so tempting to bd right now, I know Im nearing my fertile window...I need to wait one full cycle at least to get test results and attempy to build egg quality
Ana (me) - 37
DH - 43
DD - 3
TTC #2 since April 2013. With AEB center since march 2015, autoimmune issues, TTC on hold until Sept/Oct 2015 while undergoing immune treatments for elevated killer cells and clotting disorders.

6 CPs July, 2014 - June, 2015
Angel - natural MMC at 11 weeks 6/4/14, cause unknown
Boy Angel - natural MMC at 12.5 weeks 1/18/14 trisomy 21
Boy Angel - d&c, MMC at 13 weeks 7/31/13 trisomy 13
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Fri Jun 13, 2014 10:19 pm

This is yesterdays
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Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
TEAM PINK!!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Fri Jun 13, 2014 10:21 pm

here is todays , today im 7dpo I know i am super early, but i thought i would try.
Not sure if they are just evaps, but i saw the line right at 5 min mark.

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Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
TEAM PINK!!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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Re: don't lose hope

Postby LadycatZ » Sun Jun 15, 2014 4:03 pm

Rhonda, how's it going? Have the lines darkened? Thinking about you!
Ana (me) - 37
DH - 43
DD - 3
TTC #2 since April 2013. With AEB center since march 2015, autoimmune issues, TTC on hold until Sept/Oct 2015 while undergoing immune treatments for elevated killer cells and clotting disorders.

6 CPs July, 2014 - June, 2015
Angel - natural MMC at 11 weeks 6/4/14, cause unknown
Boy Angel - natural MMC at 12.5 weeks 1/18/14 trisomy 21
Boy Angel - d&c, MMC at 13 weeks 7/31/13 trisomy 13
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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Tue Jun 17, 2014 12:31 pm

pretty sure they are indents, frer negative and i started spotting today. :/
Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
TEAM PINK!!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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Re: don't lose hope

Postby BichonFrise » Tue Jun 17, 2014 3:49 pm

Ana, did you take baby aspirin and progesterone last time? I was wondering if your Dr suspect clotting, maybe a baby aspirin will help?

I am taking progesterone in this pregnancy up to 12 weeks. My progesterone test is normal but my Dr prescribe it to me on the safe side.

Rhonda, I thought I saw a line on your 7 DPO. Sorry you started spotting (though your temps look really good!)
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TTC #1 since June 2013. Married for 10 years.

BFP #1: 10/01/2013 MC: 10/15/2013 (7 weeks)
BFP #2: 12/24/2013 MC: 01/01/2014 (5 weeks 1 day)
BFP #3: 02/08/2014 Ethan was born 6 lbs 9 Oz on Oct 17th, 2014.

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Re: don't lose hope

Postby Rhondalynn77 » Tue Jun 17, 2014 11:11 pm

yeah, that is the confusing thing, in my mind, i wont count myself out till i have tmi: clots. I had ib with ds and thought it was a regular period, but it was shorter and lighter, i am pretty sure i am out, but wishful thinking, i guess. :/
Me: 37, Rhonda
DH: 38, Brian
DS: 6, Elijah
:angel: early m/c May 23, '14
BFP: Feb 9, 2014 :angel: m/c Ap '14
:angel: early m/c 2/12
TTC since June '13

PCOS 1500mg Met. Male Factor: 1% Morph prob due to type 1 diabetes

Nov 4 100mg Clomid (1 egg)-BFN
Dec 14 100mg Clo (1) and IUI-BFN
Jan 15 100mg Clo (1) and IUI- BFN
Feb 15 150mg Clo (2) and IUI- BFN
March 15 delay:cyst. Bravelle (FSH) Inj Cancelled: Cyst
April 15-Natural: BFP!!!
TEAM PINK!!

"Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5&6


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