Just gonna leave this here.....

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Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby maddy » Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:21 pm

So friday 16DPO I got a faint positive on FRER.
Saturday 17DPO same thing.
Sunday 18DPO AF started.

I dont even know what happened. Was I really pregnant? Was it false positives.

I dont know. And what does it matter now. :(

Im going the 14th to ask for my tubes to be checked. This appt was set before the faint positive tests I got. I am going forward with that plan, despite the whirlwind this weekend.

I was so fucking happy friday. I want that back.

I just wanted to put this out there because I deleted my "BFP" thread. It was so painful to see that thread!
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Re: Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby EConfused » Mon Jul 07, 2014 10:33 am

Me (Ellie): 35, overweight
DH: 38, amazeballs
DD: 2006 conceived first cycle trying
DS: 2009 conceived second cycle trying
TTC #3 using withdrawl 2009-August 2012. Decided to have one more. NTNP 2012-May 2013. Actively trying May 2013-Now. What a difference 5 years and 30 pounds makes :( We are taking a casual approach, if it happens it happens, if it doesn't, that's okay, we are blessed with two beautiful babies and they are all we need (but we sure would like one more!).

BFP Jan 18 2015 edd Sept 27 2015 :-)
Us Feb 11, 2015, baby measuring 7w3d, :hb: 134bpm!!!
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Re: Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby BichonFrise » Mon Jul 07, 2014 12:23 pm

Oh Maddy :hugs: I'm so sorry to find your thread here.

I saw your earlier thread and I am very sure it's an early BFP. The best part is that you know your body can do it now and I hope the next cycle, the bean will stick. Don't lose hope Maddy, we are all rooting for you.
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BFP #1: 10/01/2013 MC: 10/15/2013 (7 weeks)
BFP #2: 12/24/2013 MC: 01/01/2014 (5 weeks 1 day)
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Re: Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby SEPT2014 » Thu Jul 10, 2014 7:05 am

Oh maddy sorry i missed this. I didn't see your bfp thread, been slacking lately. I haven't been on this part of the forum much either. Let us know how the appt goes, we will still be rooting for you, xx
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Re: Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby ekkotack » Thu Jul 10, 2014 7:46 am

so sorry for this rollercoaster you're having to go through. hoping that you can get some real answers soon. <<hugs>>
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Re: Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby marie5810 » Fri Jul 11, 2014 9:35 am

:hugs: Maddy, I am so sorry you are going through this. :hugs:
Mom to furbabies - 1 dog and 4 kitties!
Hashimotos, blood clotting issues and ANA positive

Bfp @ 9dpo 11/10/14
beta #1 11dpo - 126
beta #2 13dpo - 300
beta #3 16dpo - 1180
beta #4 18dpo - 3063
beta #5 20dpo - 6484
beta #6 24dpo - 17,482

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December 9th: Baby B - 7w4d, :hb: 146-148

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Re: Just gonna leave this here.....

Postby B Michaelson » Mon Aug 11, 2014 8:25 pm

I am really late seeing this, but maddy I wanted to let you know you are still in my thoughts. Nothing takes that pain away and was so heartbroken to see your news in July. I am hoping that very soon get to feel that happy feeling again for good.

Sending love always,
B xxx

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