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Tired of bleeding

Postby TeamSmizznoeBaby » Wed Dec 31, 2014 3:05 pm

I'm on day 7 of heavy to medium bleeding, after spotting since December 1st. I am so ready to stop bleeding already. I'm starting to get worried this is going to drag on for weeks :cry:
Me: Melody (36), DH: Shawn (35)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Wed Dec 31, 2014 5:13 pm

Hopefully it won't last too much longer. Hugs x
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby TeamSmizznoeBaby » Wed Dec 31, 2014 7:30 pm

Thank you Eren. Its getting heavier again. I thought for sure everything would have been out by now!

I've been thinking about you. I hope you are doing ok. I'm so sorry about Akari. I love that name though!
Me: Melody (36), DH: Shawn (35)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Wed Dec 31, 2014 7:36 pm

Not sure what OK should be. lol
I'm sad today. I think the hormones dropping is adding to it.
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby TeamSmizznoeBaby » Wed Dec 31, 2014 8:00 pm

I feel the same way. I told DH today that I'm depressed. Its like I've been through all the stages of grief and now its just general depression. I keep thinking once I am done bleeding I'll feel better. I hope so.
Me: Melody (36), DH: Shawn (35)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Tesskcmo » Wed Dec 31, 2014 8:28 pm

I started bleeding today and I've been spotting off and on this whole time too. But I'm glad the heavier bleeding has started for me bc I don't want a D&C. I hope your bleeding stops soon.

When I found out this past Monday I just cried all day. I was so devastated and angry. I really felt like my will to live was almost gone. But then I went to work the next day ( I'm a nurse on labor and delivery) and somehow it helped me get out of my head a little. I also was reminded of the verses where Jesus says, "blessed are those who mourn for the shall be comforted." And as trite as that sounds that did comfort me bc it reminded me that God is close to the broken-hearted and in that respect we can know we are not alone in our sorrow or grief bc he is crying with us.

I hope my words bring you comfort somehow... That you are not alone.
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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Fri Jan 02, 2015 12:47 am

How are you both doing today?
I am alternating between being okayish and weepy, but it is seeming to be slipping towards a general funk/depression.
I can't believe that just five days ago I went off happily to my appointment, SD card in hand, looking forward to seeing a wiggly baby. :( Things can change so fast.

I still can't get over how much morning sickness I had. Everyone always says morning sickness = a healthy baby and it was the only thing about feeling so bad that helped. If I get pregnant again, the first tri is going to be so traumatic.

What are you doing about trying again? When do you think you will? I am waiting for one normal AF.
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Tesskcmo » Fri Jan 02, 2015 7:30 am

I'm doing "okay". But I don't know if that's from sort of weird survival mode thing. I went to work yesterday and no one really knew what was going on. And somehow subconsciously I find myself trying to act like it's not a huge deal. But then I started bleeding really heavily and actually passed the sac or whatever. It was the size of a softball! Is that normal? I don't know but before I passed it I felt like I was in labor and in extreme pain but I couldn't say anything.

Anyways, as upset as I have been. I cried all Monday, the first day I found out. I still do want to have a baby and soon. So yeah after my first normal period I'd like to try. But it wasn't easy for us to get pregnant. We had to do IUI. So we'll have to do it again. :/
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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Tesskcmo » Fri Jan 02, 2015 11:35 am

I also feel tired of feeling frumpy. I mean being pregnant I felt bloated and I was sick with a cold on and off for the past month. I guess I'm ready to either be pregnant or I need like a major make-over. :/
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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Sun Jan 04, 2015 6:59 pm

I know what you mean about being in survival mode.
I feel like I am just in a horrible limbo, just waiting for AF to come so we can start trying again.
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Tesskcmo » Mon Jan 05, 2015 8:09 pm

When did they say you could start trying again?
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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Mon Jan 05, 2015 8:13 pm

I think after one AF. But you know, it was all such an emotional whirl..... I have to go back to the hospital in the next week or so. I'll double check then. But to be honest unless there is some kind of unforeseen medical issue, I am up for trying as soon as possible, so am intending to start as soon as I get AF. I'm waiting for one because I have read there is some concern a m/c could be more likely if you get pregnant the same cycle you miscarriage. Don't want to risk that. Plus it makes sense to give my body a little time to recover.
I started temping again today. It's been a few years!! ha ha
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Mon Jan 05, 2015 8:14 pm

You should come and join the buddy group I joined. TTC after a loss #15
Anyone is welcome and they are very supportive in there. There are a few of us going through this right now.
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Tesskcmo » Mon Jan 05, 2015 8:56 pm

How do I join?
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Re: Tired of bleeding

Postby Eren » Mon Jan 05, 2015 10:45 pm

I pm'd you the link.
me, 37
dh, 40
dd, 6
dd, 5

Started TTC1 May 2007
Started clomid for annovulatory cycles Jan 2008
:angel: 5w2d Apr 2008
Started Injects and IUI
:angel: 4w3d on break cycle due to OHSS
BFP 28th Sept 2008 after 3rd inject and 2nd IUI cycle
Hyperemesis: 4 week hospitalization
DD1 born 10th June 2009
Assumed infertility... surprise bfp 18th Oct 2009
DD2 born 27th July 2010
:angel: Oct 2011 (chemical) unplanned
Started TTC3 Nov 2014 BFP 1st cycle!! 21st Nov 2014
:angel: 9w1d "Akari" (Light) Dec 30th 2014 (D&C Dec 31st)
:angel: chemical April 2015
Break Jul-Aug 2015
Resumed TTC
BFP!!! 20th Sept 2015 at 8dpo!
Hospitalized 16th Oct - 6th Nov for hyperemesis...
13w4d :hb: 162
:angel: D&C 15w6d (passed measuring around 13.5 weeks)

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