Angry and MC....again

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Angry and MC....again

Postby HeatherLynn0810 » Thu Apr 09, 2015 4:31 am

My husband and I are 27. TTC for 2+ years. We had one mc in October, after not conceiving before then...We decided to go to a RE. Consultation, labs, and HSG later, he thought the best option was IUI. So, last month we did our first round. The IUI was successful! Monday I had a positive HPT! I knew my Hcg had gone up due to pregnancy because Sunday I tested (early :D ) and it was negative. The Ovidrel was not causing my positive! SO, I called the RE as soon as they opened and gave them the good news. Had my Hcg drawn on Monday, 20. Not bad considering it was exactly the day to test. I wasn't really concerned. They called Tuesday and wanted to do standard follow up labs, a Hcg and Progesterone. Now, my Progesterone was 50.5 last Monday (3/30). Yesterday I ran to the hospital to have the labs done STAT and got the Hcg back a couple hours later....18. Not a good sign. I work in an OB/GYN, so I understand most of this before I call the RE. My Progesterone took until 5:00 (really working fast ha!)....it was at 7.3. My heart completely broke. There is no way that this pregnancy can last. I have not had any bleeding, just the implantation spotting Friday and Saturday, which was normal, old blood. I am interested to hear what they have to say. This was almost the exact same situation as my first miscarriage in October. I just don't understand how everything turns south as soon as that 4/5 week mark hits. I feel completely defeated....two years, two miscarriages in 6 months, and a round if IUI. I know that doesn't seem like a lot for others that have done so much more, but for me, I just don't know.
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Re: Angry and MC....againI'm sorry you are going through thi

Postby Yelibaby » Thu Apr 09, 2015 10:31 am

I'm sorry you are going through this. Maybe the next step would be to get more testing done. I know nothing I say can relieve your pain or anxiety, just know that this does not mean that you won't get pregnant ever. Plenty of women have gone through this and conceived a healthy baby. Don't lose hope!!
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DH: 29
TTC #1 since OCT 2014. After 1 year Nuvaring.
Hoping for twins!! :D

BFP Feb 2015 - Mc at 7 weeks
BFP Apr 2015 - cp
BFP May 24th, 2015 (My bday - 9dpo) - EDD 2/5/2016

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Beta 10dpo - 35// 12dpo - 100// 14dpo - 255// 17dpo - 1186.4// 21dpo - 7763.4

Progesterone 10dpo - 56.4 (oral progesterone)
Progesterone 14dpo - 61.3 (vaginal supplements and shot)

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Re: Angry and MC....again

Postby HeatherLynn0810 » Thu Apr 09, 2015 1:10 pm

Thank you for the encouraging words...It's just a bad day, right? I really hope so.. I'm sure we will be having more testing done. I have learned a ton through this and I think the doctors I work with are starting to read my mind about the things I am inquiring about :) Hoping to find more answers before we go through another round of IUI. Would be pretty pointless and a waste of money to do it again and get the same result.
Thanks!
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Re: Angry and MC....again

Postby Yelibaby » Thu Apr 09, 2015 1:39 pm

I love your attitude and hope that helps you through this. I also hope that a miracle happens and you get to keep this baby, but if not keep your chin up. We'll both get there!!
Me: 31
DH: 29
TTC #1 since OCT 2014. After 1 year Nuvaring.
Hoping for twins!! :D

BFP Feb 2015 - Mc at 7 weeks
BFP Apr 2015 - cp
BFP May 24th, 2015 (My bday - 9dpo) - EDD 2/5/2016

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Beta 10dpo - 35// 12dpo - 100// 14dpo - 255// 17dpo - 1186.4// 21dpo - 7763.4

Progesterone 10dpo - 56.4 (oral progesterone)
Progesterone 14dpo - 61.3 (vaginal supplements and shot)

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