A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Amouna87 » Wed Apr 26, 2017 4:49 am

Oh my God oh my God Dana. I don't know what to say, sorry doesn't even come close Dana, I am so so sorry may God be keeping them safe with Him until you see them. I am lost for words my heart is breaking for you dana
When the world says "give up", hope whispers "try it one more time"
2 years TTC #1
Me (28) DH (28)
Me: So far so good thank God
DH- Low morphology (2%) & slightly below average count (18mill/ml) everything else okay

HSG Feb 15: All good


Always praying so hard for our BFP!



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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby johnnyswifey » Wed Apr 26, 2017 4:57 am

DANAA OH MY GOD!!!!!! I AM TRULY, TRULY SORRY. I am in total shock, disbelief and I am hurting with you. Oh I am so so sorry my love!!! I can't even imagine your pain!! XOXOXOXOXO
Him- 31- PERFECT
Me- 30- Tubal (tubes removed 2012)
Angel babies 9-22-09, 10-12-16, 1-12-17, 5-11-17

09/26/16: BFP!!! Preg in unknown loc 10/12/17
12/19/16: BFP!!! MC 01/12/17
04/15/17: BFP!!! MC 05/11/17

Let’s go 2018!!!!!!

01/14/18: BFP!!!! Chem 1/22/18
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby furbabymom » Wed Apr 26, 2017 1:22 pm

Dana - I don't even know what to say...I am so sorry for you. Please take all the time you need and know we are all here for you when you are ready. You and your sweet angels will be in my thoughts and prayers
Me: 35
Hubster: 44
TTC since October 2013 - unexplained infertility

IUI #1 -3: 2014 Gonal-F, ovidrel trigger - BFN

IVF#1 1/15 BCP, Gonal-F & Lupron
ER 2/17/15 16 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, day 5 transferred one EBAA 5 frosties
FRER 2/27 5dp5dt BFP
Beta 1 3/4 207.5
Beta 2 3/6 537

It's a girl! Everleigh Rose born 10/20/2015

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Trying for number 2!
FET #1
1/19 Transfer of 5 day EB
1/23 Positive FRER
1/30 Beta 1: 385
2/1 Beta 2: 747

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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby annaluca » Wed Apr 26, 2017 5:04 pm

Dana- I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. There are just no right words. I pray you get all the help you need during this difficult time.
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Danaa » Thu Apr 27, 2017 4:04 am

Thank you everyone!
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Me 29
DH 31
After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 MMC at the 10 weeks ultrasound.
FET#4 2018
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby KeepTrying15 » Fri Apr 28, 2017 9:00 am

Dana - just thinking of you and hoping you and dh are taking care of each other and getting through this. I haven't been able to stop thinking of you. You both are in my thoughts and prayers. :hugs: We are here for you when you are ready.
3 early losses (natural bfps)
IUI #1-3 - BFN
IVF #1 - transferred 2 3-day embryos - BFN
IVF #2 - converted to IUI - BFP! - MC at 5 weeks
IVF #3 - 1 hatching 5 day blast transferred - 4 frosties
5dp5dt bfp :D
Beta #1 10dp5dt = 264
Beta #2 12dp5dt = 699
6w5d - HR 129 Image
8w2d - HR 174 Image

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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Amouna87 » Fri Apr 28, 2017 10:00 am

I'm the same, haven't been able to stop thinking of you dana, I prayed for you and you are always always in my thoughts

I don't really know how to even have a conversation on this thread after dana's devastating tragedy, but you are all always in my thoughts
When the world says "give up", hope whispers "try it one more time"
2 years TTC #1
Me (28) DH (28)
Me: So far so good thank God
DH- Low morphology (2%) & slightly below average count (18mill/ml) everything else okay

HSG Feb 15: All good


Always praying so hard for our BFP!



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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Danaa » Fri Apr 28, 2017 10:05 am

Im extremely great full for all of ur support,Im feeling better,my sister came to stay with me today and I'm already better....i feel like im healing too soon and I hate it....I don't to get past the loss of my boys so quickly.
This is a nightmare and I feel like it won't end.
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My Ovulation Chart
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Me 29
DH 31
After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 MMC at the 10 weeks ultrasound.
FET#4 2018
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Amouna87 » Fri Apr 28, 2017 10:09 am

Dana, you feel however you need to feel there's no right or wrong way. Grief hits us all differently, for some straight away for others it takes it's time so you just let yourself be however you need to be. You are quite possibly one of the strongest women I have had the honour to "know", and I am in awe of your immense strength. I pray that you and dh are finding comfort in each other, and I'm glad your sister is there to support you as well. We all love you lots, you're like our family and I just wish there was more that we could do, I promise if we lived in the same country I would be over in a second regardless of distance- I know words don't make any of it better but we are here when you need us always
When the world says "give up", hope whispers "try it one more time"
2 years TTC #1
Me (28) DH (28)
Me: So far so good thank God
DH- Low morphology (2%) & slightly below average count (18mill/ml) everything else okay

HSG Feb 15: All good


Always praying so hard for our BFP!



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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Danaa » Fri Apr 28, 2017 10:14 am

Thank you so much Emma,your words means a lot to me,all of ur girls support it means a lot....I hate that I'm strong...I hate all of this...I just want to grieve forever and never forget my babies,I want an answer from God why he took them from me?!What did i do to deserve this?!
I hate the fact that i will start over with this whole process and my babies will be replaced somehow....I just want them back....
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My Ovulation Chart
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Me 29
DH 31
After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 MMC at the 10 weeks ultrasound.
FET#4 2018
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby KeepTrying15 » Fri Apr 28, 2017 10:38 am

Dana - I couldn't have said it any better than Emma. Please don't be hard on yourself. I can't even begin to explain why this happened, but I know there is nothing in this world that you did to deserve this. And everyone grieves differently and in different times, so your strength and the time it takes to heal has nothing to do with the love you had for your babies. Don't hate yourself for being strong, there is no difference between you and someone that takes 10 years to heal. Your babies will always be a part of you, and having other children does not replace them in any way. I have a friend who went through this about 10 years ago, it was her first as well. She went on to have 3 beautiful children after, and to this day she still honors her first baby every year on her birthday. I'm glad your sister is there to be with you. Huge hugs to you :hugs:
3 early losses (natural bfps)
IUI #1-3 - BFN
IVF #1 - transferred 2 3-day embryos - BFN
IVF #2 - converted to IUI - BFP! - MC at 5 weeks
IVF #3 - 1 hatching 5 day blast transferred - 4 frosties
5dp5dt bfp :D
Beta #1 10dp5dt = 264
Beta #2 12dp5dt = 699
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby Amouna87 » Fri Apr 28, 2017 10:46 am

I know, I can't even think of how this must feel and nobody should ever ever go through what you did- there are things that happen that we will never understand why they happened or what the reason was behind them, your babies will never be replaced they will be with you always and they will be looking down on you and waiting to meet you in another life, there is a line in the Quran that I always remember and it translates to " so verily with hardship there is relief, verily with harship there is relief" ,you will have your rainbow dana inshAllah, and your two boys will never be forgotten they will be a part of you forever, i hope your dh is finding the strength to hold you up throughout all of this, I am just so so incredibely sorry
When the world says "give up", hope whispers "try it one more time"
2 years TTC #1
Me (28) DH (28)
Me: So far so good thank God
DH- Low morphology (2%) & slightly below average count (18mill/ml) everything else okay

HSG Feb 15: All good


Always praying so hard for our BFP!



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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby furbabymom » Fri Apr 28, 2017 3:43 pm

Dana - I very much admire your strength, please don't judge yourself for how you grieve, it's too personal of a process to compare to anyone else. I'm happy to hear your sister is with you.
Me: 35
Hubster: 44
TTC since October 2013 - unexplained infertility

IUI #1 -3: 2014 Gonal-F, ovidrel trigger - BFN

IVF#1 1/15 BCP, Gonal-F & Lupron
ER 2/17/15 16 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, day 5 transferred one EBAA 5 frosties
FRER 2/27 5dp5dt BFP
Beta 1 3/4 207.5
Beta 2 3/6 537

It's a girl! Everleigh Rose born 10/20/2015

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Trying for number 2!
FET #1
1/19 Transfer of 5 day EB
1/23 Positive FRER
1/30 Beta 1: 385
2/1 Beta 2: 747

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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby johnnyswifey » Fri Apr 28, 2017 4:11 pm

Danaa you just don't know how many times I think of you everyday! I have been finding it hard to come on here most days and not feel sad- however, I am glad you are strong and I hope you continue to heal completely. You (and the other ladies) have been my rock throughout my whole process; but we know each other a little longer and the support and love you have always showed me has really made me love you as a sister. I want you to know that I am here for you in this incredibly terrible time in your life. We will never know why God does what he does in our lives or what purpose pain serves, but I truly believe that at some point in life, that purpose reveals itself. Just know that I am here and I love you!!!
Him- 31- PERFECT
Me- 30- Tubal (tubes removed 2012)
Angel babies 9-22-09, 10-12-16, 1-12-17, 5-11-17

09/26/16: BFP!!! Preg in unknown loc 10/12/17
12/19/16: BFP!!! MC 01/12/17
04/15/17: BFP!!! MC 05/11/17

Let’s go 2018!!!!!!

01/14/18: BFP!!!! Chem 1/22/18
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Re: A Christmas miracle!FET December buddies!!

Postby furbabymom » Tue May 02, 2017 11:51 am

Hi ladies

Dana - you're still in my thoughts.

Ana - did your test results come in yet??

Eoe - hi. I hope everyone is well
Me: 35
Hubster: 44
TTC since October 2013 - unexplained infertility

IUI #1 -3: 2014 Gonal-F, ovidrel trigger - BFN

IVF#1 1/15 BCP, Gonal-F & Lupron
ER 2/17/15 16 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, day 5 transferred one EBAA 5 frosties
FRER 2/27 5dp5dt BFP
Beta 1 3/4 207.5
Beta 2 3/6 537

It's a girl! Everleigh Rose born 10/20/2015

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Trying for number 2!
FET #1
1/19 Transfer of 5 day EB
1/23 Positive FRER
1/30 Beta 1: 385
2/1 Beta 2: 747

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