I feel the same way. I just got AF after doing everything possible and I am crushed. I have been on this stupid fertility diet and I dont think I can deal with these restrictions anymore. I want to live my life again. I want cheese again and chocolate and desserts. I want to quit trying and find myself with a surprise bfp. I don't know how anyone does it.
Me (sharon): 37 the worst- high FSH
DH (marc): 39 lots of sperm but low volume
TTC #1 for 21 cycles
FSH 19.9, everything else fine
-doing acupuncture weekly since July 2011
-Taking powdered wheatgrass, 50mg B-6, a mega multi-vitamin and fish oil (along with some TCM herbs).
-Also cut back on caffeine, sugar, alcohol, and white flour. Pretty much my entire diet before I started this.
7/2011 Clomid and lots of bding- BFN
11/11/11 IUI with Clomid #1- BFN super sad.
11/29/11 IUI with Clomid #2- BFN not fair!
12/2011- natural cycle- BFN very frustrated and angry.