Well im glad you're doing alittle better than last time and yes it is a process. I broke down and cried yesterday, something i havent done in a long time.
Im hoping your hcg is 0 now. Mine went down to 0 in 2wks. I can totally understand ab scared to try. I was too, but i figured i wouldnt know unless i tried and now i know. I know its so confusing and controversial, but whatever you choose someone else has gone through it too, so u wont be alone.
How is your bleeding progressing so far? For me AF came this Tues(YAYY) so it's CD4 for me. My OB is going to run test on me this month to see y im having recurrent mc. I totally know how it feel to want to be prego again. I'd love that feeling,but those mc will hover over each pregnancy for me and i dont think i will be able to enjoy one day for fear of mc again. But of course we have to stay strong....right..easier said than done.
Well i hope u feel better and let me know whats your levels. We're here for each other, dont worry